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Loving you isn't really that much of a choreBut tolerating your whims, oh that's a fucking boreGimme that holy book keep it right hereFlipping through its pages, Laughing at your cheateryYou scoffed at your so-called boyfriend from the other side ...

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Loving you isn't really that much of a chore
But tolerating your whims, oh that's a fucking bore
Gimme that holy book keep it right here
Flipping through its pages, Laughing at your cheatery
You scoffed at your so-called boyfriend from the other side of the bar. He thought you were dumb enough to fall for his half-baked lie. You laughed bitterly as you snapped a photo of his blatant infidelity.

Seeking love like a little bitch
You're so desperate, like you're in heat
Saying that you're changing, one more lie: that's how you're faking
Won't fool anyone but yourself
He looked pathetic as he tried to win back your affection by kissing and loving on you. He was desperate in wanting to keep you. He swore up and down to you that he would change, but he was only fooling himself.

You are absolutely hopeless
You are a goddamn liar
Yet I just keep making love
To this ugly, ugly you

"You're absolutely hopeless Cup! How many times must we do this!?" You growled in frustration as you were somehow I'm the bed underneath him once again.

I'm in love with you
(Like the piece of garbage that I claimed you are)
Desperately clinging onto you
(Without me, you'd be a lump of broken shards),
Your love for him died a long time ago, but your contract agreement with your father, forbids you from leaving him.

In desperate need for you
(Loving me just for your goddamn self-pity)
I've fallen for you
(Living through this love just for sheer sympathy)
Your father, the devil, told you that unless Cup died, you were stuck with him. At first you loved this twisted male as he fell to the dark side, but now all you wanted to do is put a knife through his heart.

Oh, loving you, was as simple as chewing needles
Wanting you was a complete waste of my damn time
Soon enough, Cup contracted what the mortals called 'the hanahaki disease' or as you knew it as the 'flowers of death'.

Needless to say, he won't last too much longer.

Needing endless care, your ego so small and feeble
Loving me, filling your facade, it was all just a lie
There were days that he could hardly lift himself out of bed because of the pain. You'd stand there above him emotionless as you regrettably tended to his needs.

They love me, then they love me not
Sayin' that they gotta make me theirs
It's so unclean and just sinful
This thing we call love is so baleful
How many men would you go through before you could be happy? One day they are happy and loyal. The next, you're picking them out in a crowd at a brothel. You were thoroughly convinced that love was nothing more that a scandalous lie told by fools.

Keep on talking; keep lies moving
Lean in closer, and keep on lying 
Love me.. Love me!!
LOVE ME, HATE ME, FUCK ME, FUCK OFF!!
The months dragged by painfully slow as your former lover wilted away like the bloody petals he trailed through the house. You wanted to live him. You wanted to hate him. You wanted him to live you. You wanted him to hate you.

Honestly, you didn't know what the hell you wanted anymore.

They keep on praying
And I'll keep on playing
I can't stop yelling "Stop me! Save me! Take me from self-pity!"
You eavesdropped on a small conversation Cup was having with his brother.

"Cup please, leave her! She's killing you!"

"No she's not, Mugs! I'm killing myself! If it wasn't for the fact that I fucked up, I wouldn't be like this!" He admitted as he cluched your handmade quilt in his trembling fists.

You regretted being so harsh to him. Regretted throwing him away. He was going to die and it was all your fault.

All those who said they'd do
anything to show me their love
bow down to your sin, to your lies, to your lies, to all your dirty lies
You compared him to the previous relationships you've had gone wrong. You hated yourself for what you've done.

They keep on praying
And I'll keep on playing
I can't stop yelling "Stop me! Save me! Take me from self-pity!"
You called your father to ask a simple favor. You wanted him to save Cup, to spare him of this pain. What does your father do?

"Spare him? Why would I do such a stupid thing like that for a welpling I picked off the streets!?"

He fucking laughed. You were not his child. You were an orphan that he took in for amusement.

All those who said they'd do
anything to show me their love
bow down to your sin, to your lies, to your lies, to all your dirty lies
You finally understood now. The devil was the reason everything went wrong. It was always his fault just so he could bask in someone else's misery.

I'm in love with you
(Like the piece of garbage that I claimed you are)
Desperately clinging onto you
(Without me, you'd be a lump of broken shards),
You claimed that suck bastard as your father for years, even though he had never shown any interest in caring for you. Cup's life was In your hands because you believed someone else's lie.

In desperate need for you
(Loving me just for your goddamn self-pity)
I've fallen for you
(Living through this love just for sheer sympathy)
You heard a thud followed by violent coughing coming from the room you left Cup in. You can as fast as you could to be at his side. He couldn't breath. He was dying.

Oh, loving you, was as simple as chewing needles
Wanting you was a complete waste of my damn time
"No! Cup please, stay with me! Please don't die! Please, I need you!" You sobbed holding him to your chest .

Needing endless care, your ego so small and feeble
Loving me, filling your facade, it was all just a lie
He weakly smiled up at you as he brushed your tears away.

"It'll be okay, (y/n). I deserved this for everything I did to hurt you" he strangled out hoarsely.

I'm in love with you
(Like the piece of garbage that I claimed you are)
Desperately clinging onto you
(Without me, you'd be a lump of broken shards),
"No this is all wrong! Please Cup, just hold on!"

Time was running out as his eyes started drifting shut.

In desperate need for you
(Loving me just for your goddamn self-pity)
I've fallen for you
(Living through this love just for sheer sympathy)
"Cup stay awake! Open your eyes!" You jostled him to keep him conscious.

Oh, loving you, was as simple as chewing needles
Wanting you was a complete waste of my damn time
Just as his eyes shut. You screamed the only thing that you wished you were told as a child.

"Cup please! I love you!" You shrieked as you clutched him to your chest and kissed him deeply.

Years streamed down your face. They prevented you from watching as the world faded away around you.

Needing endless care, your ego so small and feeble
Loving me, filling your facade, it was all just a lie
You felt his gloves hand against your damp cheek. You opened your eyes to see him in a different way. His scelara's no longer had that sickening yellow tinge to them. His face and straw weren't cracked and damaged anymore.

"Cuppy?" You questioned as he was dying in your arms just a moment ago.

He smiled as he wiped the year stains away.

"Wow, you look a lot different as an elf. A hell of a lot prettier than as a demon" he said admiring you.

You were confused. An elf? You looked down and sure enough your skin was a sun-kissed tan instead of a pasty ash grey. You looked into the pond behind you and smiled at your reflection.

Cup held his hand out to help you up and immediately pulled you in for a kiss. Gladly, you wrapped your arms around him and deepened it. 

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