|Hero|

Chapter 53

*Ali's P.O.V*

Daryl and I are sitting near the window where we can literally hear what Henry and Lydia are talking about.

Apparently, Daryl puts this in a way of him using Henry to find out information. It makes sense but it's also very dirty.

Dirty as in it's very wrong to do this without Henry even knowing.

He wanted me to be doing this too and I feel uneasy. I shouldn't be spying on my boyfriend while he goes and talks to another girl who could be the enemy.

It's an uneasy feeling.

"This isn't right." I whispered to Daryl.

"We have to do it. We have to find out more stuff about her." He told me.

I sighed.

Why do I put myself in these situations? Henry and I might as well break up if this is why. This can't happen.

"I'm sorry but I can't do this. I can't let him lose my trust." I whispered and then stood up.

I don't want to be that girlfriend. The best choice for me is to leave so that there won't be any problems with Henry and I.

I walked away from Daryl and he can go and be the dirty person he is and spy on two people.

I walked to Jesus's grave. I wanna be able to say some words to him. I sat down in front of his grave.

"Hey, Jesus." I said.

I wanna keep the tears in. I don't wanna cry but I know that I will.

"I can't believe you are not here. I wish you were. It sucks that I wasn't able to hang out with you one last time. I should've come and visit you when I was at the Kingdom. You didn't deserve to suffer. I'm sorry that you had to." I said at first.

"Since I won't be able to tell you this in person, I'll go and tell you this now. I know you're listening to this. After what had happened with Rick, I stayed at Alexandria for a bit. Over the past few days after that, I tried to help Michonne so that I can become leader. It's what I wanted. But she won't let me. She didn't see me being a leader and she took over. She had no faith in me and she made me go through pain. She had me trapped. She didn't want my help. I don't even know why I stayed there for so long. She wasn't treating me right and I know one day, I just snapped. I told her that I deserved to be the leader and that everyone saw it in me. She wasn't letting go and she had thought that she had to because she was closer to Rick. She made things difficult. I was so unhappy, reason why then I went to Hilltop. I stayed with you for a few years. Then..." I started to cry.

My emotions were coming out.

"Then I figured that I should go and see Henry because it had been a while. I went to the Kingdom and saw Henry. He grew up and he was older. I stayed with him because of how close we were. I spent a lot of time together with him. Then out of nowhere, he asked me to be his. Henry and I been together for over a year. I love him. He's the best thing to have happened to me, ever since Carl. I wasn't sure if it was right at first but I know how Carl would wanted me to be. He wants to see me happy and not down all the time. Henry made me better and stronger. He's the best boyfriend ever." I then said.

I place my hand on top of Jesus's grave. "I'm sorry that I couldn't hug you enough once more and be around you more. You were my best friend and I won't ever forget you. I'll make you proud. I love you, best friend. I'll keep thinking of you." I said and just wiped my tears.

It does feel kind of good to get this off of my chest. But I do miss my best friend and I wish he didn't die.

I miss him so much already.