Change of events (gxg)

Chapter 8

Steffie POV

After the concert I couldn't wait until my year was over, I passed my exams in December easily and now the only thing left was my scription. So I asked my professor if I could just send it all through, because I really couldn't wait until I went to America.

It's been a dream of mine to go there and maybe even live there, now I have the money I finally have a chance of accomplishing that dream. And what's more I'm going to see my friend, finally after all this time. Yes I've seen pictures of her and we FaceTimed a few times, but you know how that's not the same as physical contact, and for all the pervs around you, I just meant a simple hug. I mean we're not even dating yet..

So when I opened my mailbox I was thrilled to see I could just send in my scription, as long as I came back to defend it or as I FaceTimed with the professors to defend my scription.

I quickly booked some tickets to the USA and DM'ed MacKenzie.

(M-MacKenzie, S- Steffie)

S - Hey babe, I have some really great news!

Shit I called her babe, I didn't mean to it just happened, ugh what if she thinks I'm weird?

-MacKenzies POV- (@lilmacdunn)

S-Hey babe, I have some really great news! Omg she called me babe...

M- So I'm your babe now? ;) lol jk... What is it babe ;)

S- Well remember how we've been talking about maybe me coming to the U.S.?

M- Yessss... Where are you going with this?

S- Well I got some prize money... Enough to buy a flight to the U.S.

M- OMG NO WAY. ARE YOU KIDDING ORRRR IS THIS REAL LIFE? OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG......

S- I'm not kidding. We are going to make this happen.

M- I THINK I AM THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD NOW...

S- Lol me too... But I'm also really tired. Do you think it's okay if I go to bed?

M- Sure... babe ;) Love ya

S- I love you too

-MacKenzies POV-

So many thoughts are going through my mind right now... I know this sounds weird, but usually she never says "I love you" it's usually "Love ya" or "See ya later." Does she mean it? Does she really love me? Nobody could ever love you. The voices interrupt my thoughts. You're worthless. Nobody could ever love you. They are right, nobody can love me. Not even if they tried. I'm a worthless piece of crap.

I go to my playlist, and put Demi's songs on. I love her. She is just so perfect and ughhh. Just amazing. Warrior comes on so instead of putting the music on shuffle I put it on repeat, and lay down to finish my homework.