My Love, Brian May {Book 2}

Heartbreak

     "Okay boys, showtime in 30 seconds." A crew member announces to the hyped boys backstage. I turn to face Brian holding his guitar and shaking his hands to loosen them before playing.
     "You'll do great Bri. I love you." I say pressing my lips against his before they all head off into the stage.
     "Love you too darling!" He hollers back as the crowd grows intense with adrenaline. I smile as Brian takes his stance and Roger spins his sticks before taking a seat at his set.
     'Poor Roger. I did mean what I said at the park. I do love him but it was in the most friendly way possible. I sure hope I didn't break his heart too badly.'
     "Alright everyone we're gonna start with a little song called We Will Rock You which will be featured on our future album. Follow my lead darlings!" Freddie demands stomping his feet and clapping his hands to the beat of Rogers drums.
     "Alright now keep that pace lovies. Buddy you a boy making big noise playing in the streets gonna be a big man some day..." Freddie sang as the crowd continued to hold the pulse with Roger who was already beginning to sweat.
     Brian then motions into a solo which was when the crowd started to really get into it. God Roger was hitting those drums so hard I swear to god he was gonna break them. As if I could predict the future, the sticks snap but with a flick of the wrist he pulls two new ones from his stool.
     "You boys I swear." I say to myself as I continue to smile at their amazing performance.
     The night ended but the performance was outstanding. Fans continued to cheer even though the band had left the stage. Roger had broken a totally of 6 sticks tonight. At that rate, he was gonna end up with no sticks.
     Brian on the other hand, did absolutely incredible. It amazed me how fast his fingers moved on that special guitar of his. In the end, we all decided to head on over to a bar.
As the limo pulled up to the nearest bar, I notice roger lingering closer to me than usual. He better stop or else everyone will be suspicious. I was the only one here with the boys because mary was at her dads, Dom was at the airport to visit her traveling cousin, and V was sick with a cold so that left me with all the boys.
"I'm not drinking tonight guys." I say as they all take a sip of their beers and whiskeys. Freddie sets his down and looks at me funny.
"Since when?"
"Not in the mood." I lie looking over towards Roger who smiles as I glance at him. He knew exactly why I wasn't drinking.
"Suit yourself darling" He replies before taking another gulp of his beverage. I click my nails on the table as Brian and John get into conversation. Freddie joins in which left me to talk to Roger.
I turn to face the seductive looking man. A smile appears on my face as he eyes me. I notice I begin to blush.
He leans in closer to whisper something to me. "Did I mention you looked absolutely gorgeous tonight?" He whispers so only I could hear. I shoot him my raised eyebrows and the same smile on my face.
"You better watch what you say Taylor or else the lad over there will have your head." I whisper back before jokingly motioning towards Brian.
"Can't a man compliment a pretty girl nowadays?" He says sarcastically before winking at me. I return it with a playful eye roll and a smile.
"Your going mad..." I mumble glancing away from his piercing eyes. I'm telling ya, those eyes could hypnotize you if you state for too long.
"Only mad for you darling." He replies with a cheesy little smile on his face. God I was really beginning to grow red now.
"Your something Mr Taylor."
Roger pulls out a cigarette before lighting it. Brian shoots him a look of disgust before going back to his conversation. I knew he hated people smoking but I didn't seem to mind.
He blows a cloud of smoke at me making me giggle and cough at the same time. He flashes his white pearls before taking another drag. Okay I'm just being honest, he looked super hot when he did that. I'm just saying.
As my giggling fades I feel a sort of sharp pain in my heart. My expression turns stern as I grasp my burning heart. My head began to spin as I tried to keep my eyes open. Roger looks at me with eyes on concern.
"Izzy are you alright?" He asks making Brian turn to look at me grasping my chest and head.
"Uh...yeah I think so..." I say quickly blinking my eyes to stay awake. God my heart was pounding for some reason. A wave of anxiety washes over me as my head continues to spin.
"Bri...?" I mumble before trying to get up and almost falling over.
"Oh god Izzy!" He shouts catching me as I fall to the ground. Everyone at the table stands up to look at Brian and I on the ground as I continue to clench my aching heart.
"My...heart... it hurts Bri. Make it stop.." I whine clenching my teeth as I begin to see stars. "Call, an ambulance..." I mumble before shutting my eyes.
"Someone call an ambulance! Don't just stand there you wanker call the damn hospital!" I hear Freddie shout as my brain begins to feel fuzzy.
The last thing I see before totally blacking out, was Rogers worried expression and tears streaming down his face.

After that, I was out like a light...