My Love, Brian May {Book 2}

Confession

     Brian and I sit in silence in the living room. We're on opposite couches so he was right in front of me. The steam from my tea traveled throughout the air as we continued to not speak a word until I did.
     "I'm sorry..." I whisper still looking down at the hardwood floor. I could see Brian looking at me with worrisome eyes.
     "Oh sweetheart, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to assume and I apologize for doing so." He sighs getting up and switching couches to sit next to me. He pulls me close into his arms filling my body with warmth and comfort. "I won't ever hurt you that way again..." he murmurs into my hair as he kisses the top of my head.
     The phone rings which interrupts our moment. I turn to stare at the ringing phone before slowly getting up. "I'll get it..." I mumble breaking away from his arms and making my way towards the mobile.
     "Hello?" I answer into the receiver.
     "Izzy?" A familiar male voice on the other end says. Roger.
     "Mmm Hmm, What do you need, Rog?" I ask, curious on what he wants to call about.
     "Oh um, listen we should talk but not on the phone." He says hesitantly on the other end.
     "Over what?"
     "You know what. Meet me..."
     "I am not meeting you anywhere." I mutter into the receiver so Brian doesn't hear.
     "Yes you are."
     "There's nothing to talk about." I almost whisper through my gritted teeth as I begin to get nervous over the fact we were talking about this with Brian in the room listening.
     "Park, 30 minutes."
     "Which one? There are countless."
     "One closest to my flat. Don't tell Brian."
     "Yeah no shit Sherlock."
     I hear him chuckle on the other end as I say that. "Alright Iz, see ya soon love."
     "Don't call me that..." I mutter before hanging up on him to respond. I turn back to find Brian standing up with his arms crossed and a puzzled look on his face.
"What was that about?" He asks furrowing his eyebrows. I try to act calm while pulling my coat and boots on.
"Rog and Dom want to discuss something at their flat with me. I'll be right back." I lie feeling the wave of guilt wash over me as I do. He nods before approaching and giving me a hug. I hug him back, tightly before looking up and pressing my lips against his.
As I break the kiss I smile before heading out the door towards my car. Getting in, I start the engine and make my way towards the park.

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After parking the car on the grass I look around the playground for a familiar blonde. As I scan the scenery, my eyes catch a glimpse of a lonesome lad on the swings smoking a cigarette. Bingo.
     I approach him making his gaze avert to me. With a smile on his lips he takes the weed and flicks it into a puddle in the cement. I take a seat on the swing next to him.
     "So why am I here?" I ask breaking the awkwardness.
     "I'm not sure I want to be with Dom anymore..." he quickly replies looking up to meet my rather confused eyes.
     My jaw drops at his statement. "Why?"
     "I don't think I love her anymore..."
     "Rog, you two are like peas in a pod. If you break up with her she'll be out of all of our lives. You do understand that right?"
     "Yeah... I guess maybe I'm just losing interest in her..."
     Something was up... I could tell by his tone. "What're you saying Rog...."
     That gets him to sit more upright and maybe slightly uncomfortable at the question. With a heavy sigh he turns to face me with his sad blue eyes.
     "I think I love you...Izzy..."

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Lucy POV

     "Daddy I'm home!" I call out to my lazy old father. He comes in with a big smile on his face.
     "So sugar...did you apologize?"
     I nod my head in response, receiving a hug in return. God I hate Izzy. What a bitch she is! She doesn't deserve him! I was the one all along!
     "They're wedding is coming soon and they invited me daddy..." I say batting my eyelashes innocently at him.
     "Oh that's great hon. Make sure to bring them a present." He says before heading out of the room with a prideful smile on his face.
     "Oh I will..." I was planning a little something. A prank? Not exactly. I was gonna crash the happiest day of their lives and win Brian back. That's a promise...

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Izzy's POV

     "Roger...we discussed this already..." I reply in almost a whisper because of how speechless I was.
     "I know I know but Izzy...I can't help myself. Your everything I've ever wanted and you bring me happiness even though it isn't directed towards me. Don't you understand how incredible you are?" He says in frustration of his feelings. I honestly felt bad for him but I mostly felt bad for Dom. The fact he didn't find her appealing anymore made my heart hurt.
     I continue to stare off into his eyes as they almost look like he was about to cry. I was completely speechless. "Roger...Brian and I are engaged and I can't be with you." I mumble trying to be polite towards the whole situation.
     "I know I just wanted to let you know that you mean a lot to me Izzy and although I'm happy for both of you, inside, my heart is hurting...for you. Just had to get that off my chest." He says before getting up and shoving his hands in his pockets. He begins to walk away before I get up.
     "Roger wait...!" I call out chasing after him. He stops and turns around shooting me a confused look. I sigh before pulling him into a warm comforting hug. "I do love you Roger, I love all you boys. Never forget that..." I whisper into his ear as he hugs me tightly back knowing that that might be the only time we could hug.
     "I know Izzy... I just wish you were mine..." he replies softly into my ear still hugging me.
     "I know Rog, I know."