My Love, Brian May {Book 2}

Secrets

     "Izzy how could you?! How could you do this to me?!"
     "Brian I'm sorry I still love you so much!"
     "You don't love me! Your just another person ruining my life."
     "No please Brian, don't leave me!!"
     "Have fun with your new boyfriend. I hope I never see you again..."
     "Please Brian! I'm sorry love! I love you! Please don't abandon me!"
     "Don't leave me!" I scream shooting out of...bed? I look around to find myself in Rogers bedroom. 'Oh god.' I immediately check under the covers. 'Phew, I still have clothes on' I look over to my right to find Roger slowly getting up from my screaming.
     "Izzy what's wrong love?" He gasps when he sees that I'm crying. He sits up and pulls me into a hug as I tremble with fear from the horrid nightmare. He continues to gently hold me as my heartbeat starts to lower to its normal rate.
     "I..I'm sorry it was just a bad dream." I explain as his muscular arms continue to hold me close to his chest. He doesn't respond but instead places a small kiss on the top of my head. "Thank you Roger." I whisper.
     "It's alright, love." He replies before breaking the hug allowing the warmth to leave me.
     "C..can you...hug me again..?" I stutter as I begin to grow rosy around my cheeks.
     A wide smirk spreads across Rogers lips. "Come here." He mumbles opening his arms. I scoot closer to him as he lays down pulling me down with him. He holds me close to him, pressing myself against his warm bare chest. 
     I feel the heat return to my body as we lay motionless in his bed. God I could lay in his arms forever but I knew I would have to confront Brian eventually.
     I notice roger looking at me as I gaze out the window in thought. His soft blue eyes roaming every part of my stressed body. I feel him press a gently kiss on my cheek making me avert my gaze to him.
     "So now that they're releasing the album, I get to spend more time with you huh?" He whispers into my ear sending sparks of electricity to run through my veins.
     "I suppose your right. But no more kisses. Your driving me mad." I chuckle as a wide smirk spreads across his face. He was gonna tease me I just knew it.
     He begins to playfully kiss me around my face purposely missing the lips. His hands grasp my waist slowly sliding up my shirt. I was beginning to feel a bit annoyed at his behavior and just wanted him to kiss me already but I kept a strong ground and didn't let him control me.
     "Roger Meddows Taylor... if you don't stop this teasing, I will go home." I threaten but he continues on planting little kisses on my face. I just shook my head as he hugged my waist tightly against him...just like Brian does. "Jesus just kiss me already." I whine.
     With one quick move he grabbed my face and crashed his lips onto mine. This kiss lasted longer than last time and it was more romantic than the last one.
     I break it to take a breath as my heart rate begins to rise again. "I knew you wouldn't be able to resist." He whispers onto my lips continuing to tease.
     "No, but now your making me want what I'm not supposed to have."
     "Who says you can't?" He purrs trailing a finger down my stomach forming goosebumps.
     "Have you forgotten I'm to be married to your bandmate soon?"
     "Haven't forgotten love...just don't care."
     "Why you little..." but before I could finish he kisses me again.
     "Watch your tongue lovie." He whispers before kissing me once again...harder.
     "Your one to talk." I mutter in between the kiss. "Mmm what time is it?" I ask out of curiosity.
      "Not time for you to go."
      "No really... I have to get home soon."
      He sighs before separating his lips from mine. Looking down at his watch he says the time. "6:49."
      "Shit...I need to get home." I mutter climbing out of bed and looking around stressfully for my things. I look down and my shirt and take a sniff. "God I smell like you. He'll notice."
     "You'll be fine..." He sighs stretching across the mattress.
     "No roger I won't. Brian's smart, so I have to be smarter about this." I reply putting my coat and boots on.
     "You should sleep with me all the time." Roger groans as I head back into his room.
     "Not in a lifetime drummer." I chuckle before placing one last "friendly" kiss on his lips. "See you tomorrow for the release of your incredible album Mr Roger Taylor." I say before exiting his room then his flat.
     On the way home, anxiety kept me company as it poured possible outcomes of my lateness to Brian. 'Oh god, please don't be upset.' I pray as I pull into the parking lot.
     I slowly open the door and peer into the quiet dim flat. Letting a sigh of relief I close the door behind me and take my coat and boots off.
     I glance into our room to find Brian at his guitar like always. I quietly tip toe in but there's always that creaky floor board that's louder than ever making myself present.
     Brian turns around and stares wide eyed at me. "Wh..where did you go?" He mumbles setting his guitar down and approaching me with open arms.
     He wraps his arms around me before silently crying. "I...I went to Rogers flat just to drink." I lie feeling the shame slam down on me like a heavy weight.
"Wha...why?"
"I was upset and needed to kill time."
"Did he do anything to you?"
'He remembers the night.' "No, we just talked and he was very nice to talk to."
"I don't want you to go over there anymore." He says in a low tone still holding me tightly against him.
Not wanting to start another argument I sigh and reply with an "Okay."
"Thanks sweetheart. You know I'm doing it for your own safety right?"
"Yeah, I understand." 'This was gonna be trickier than I thought.'
He breaks the hug and looks at me with a wide smile. "Why don't you and I spend a night together? We can watch a film and I can make some sweets." He suggests with a bright smile spread across his long face. I smile just by looking at his smile.
"Alright love. I'll do it only if we can cuddle."
"We have the whole night ahead of us darling." He says with a smirk before placing a kiss on my forehead.
"You missed." I chuckle before pressing my lips against his in a loving kiss.