Give me you | Markhyuck NCT

he's everything

A/N this chapter is aNgStY. So. Much. Angst.

The following day was a Friday, Haechan's favourite day. However, he wasn't excited like he usually was. He felt deflated and not bothered to do anything. He wasn't even excited about his tutor lesson, because he knew he wouldn't have one today. The real emotions he kept behind a mask of humour were being showcased for everyone to see.

It was hard to laugh it off because he couldn't and would never laugh it off. You see, over some time, Haechan thought over it and fully decided that he liked Mark, a lot. But through the last conversation he had with him, he started beating himself up for not being there to stop what Mark was getting into. It was too late for him to do anything, and he hated that.

His emotions were displayed as he sat on a bench in front of the school, on the verge of crying. His friends came and Renjun sat next to him, hugging him with a single arm. "Are you okay? What's wrong?"

"Everything." Haechan answered, "I can't believe I did this, Renjun. I can't believe I was such a dick to myself."

"Okay, this ain't you, honey boo. What happened to Boisterous Haechan?" Renjun asked, the other boys nodding.

"Mark happened," Haechan started shedding a few tears and almost started balling his eyes out. "I like him. He's everything to me, right now."

In shock, the other boys widened their eyes. Renjun was still frowning. "If that was it then why are you so upset? Is it because he straight? That never bothered you before."

Haechan sighed. "The reason I'm so upset is that... I let him stay with Heejin. It's starting all over again. He came back to me yesterday and h-he g-got fucking beat up and didn't even have the balls to tell me! It's all my fault this is happening, I might as well just kill myse-"

"No, Haechan," Renjun smiled at him, Haechan now balling his eyes out, "this isn't your fault. You hate Heejin, why would you let her get to you?"

"Because she fucking is getting to me! I never got over the fact that she cheated on me. I never even got over her completely. A place in my mind is always submissive to her and always does what she says!" Haechan placed his face in his hands, "It is weird to say it but her useless tricks got to me."

"Haechannie~"

"Oh just fucking kill me," as Haechan lifted his head up, Heejin was walking towards him with the sultry look on her face.

Heejin took one look at Haechan's friends and scowled. "Scram."

Renjun, along with Jaemin and Jeno, looked at Heejin with eyes full of fury and fear. Heejin's dominant nature towered over them all. Renjun even mouthed a sorry as he was walking away since he couldn't stand up to her. Once they were long gone, Heejin made her move.

"I heard everything you just said. You are the biggest hypocrite I know," she smiled and straddled Haechan's lap. She saw him try to look away and shuffle out of her grasp but she forced him to give her eye contact. "I can't believe you never got over me. How cute."

"Heejin-ah, get the fuck off of me." Haechan was angry at her and frankly, wasn't in the mood.

Heejin laughed. "Oh you're such a baby. And you like Mark as well? Sorry, he's taken."

"I'm fucking serious. Get off of me," Clenching his jaw, Haechan pushed her off and tried walking away. Heejin just grabbed his arm and pulled him back to her. "Heejin-"

"Now that I know you like him, why don't I tell you that when I'm done with him, I'm going straight over to you?" Heejin smirked and pulled him closer.

Haechan just scoffed and folded his arms. "You're such a bitch. I'm gonna tell Mark absolutely everything."

"After you had that argument?" Heejin placed Haechan's hands on her waist, "You aren't going to ruin this for me, Haechan. You never will. So while I'm at it, I guess I should ruin it for you."

Grabbing Haechan's shirt, she connected their lips into a forced, elongated kiss. After she pulled away from Haechan, she put on the most fake angry face she could do and gasped.

"Haechan, how could you?!"

"Wha- what the fuck," Haechan looked towards the entrance of the school and saw Mark standing there in deep shock. Haechan's eyes widened and immediately wavered to excuses. "I-"

"You kissed her!" Mark yelled, holding Heejin beside him.

"It's not what it looks like! I swear!" Haechan shouted without any determination, he knew he was going to lose this argument.

"I," Mark looked at him in pure anger, "I thought you were gay!"

"That's because I am! Heejin's a-" Haechan's eyes wavering to Heejin who gave her death glares. "Just let me explain!"

Mark just looked in disappointment. "There isn't much you can explain. How could you be so deceptive? I trusted you for god's sake! If you were gay, why would you even associate yourself with any girl."

"Okay, first off that is downright rude, second I... You uh," Haechan hesitated and stuttered.

"Just say it!"

"Then I fucking like you. There. I said it. And I also doubt you'd listen to what I have to say so I guess I should just forget it. Forget you as well. I'm done," Putting his hands in the air, he turned and left.

"Haechan-ah..." Mark said quietly, Heejin taking her hand and rubbing the side of his face.

"Let's go, babe. You don't need to associate with him anymore," Heejin took his hand and dragged him to her car where they drove off, probably to Mark's apartment.

In the cozy temperature of the building, Mark wanted to slap himself in the face, along with all the other bruises that were there. He had gotten so mad about this whole situation that he let out all his frustration on Haechan, his only hope. He had to get back to him somehow and reason with him. Maybe he wasn't in the wrong.

Little did Mark know, all the answers would be on a single iphone camera.