Linked by Ink (book 1)

Chapter 29

July 17,2017

                                   Rose Marie

"So are we going to ignore the fact that ya baby daddy look like he's about to fuck some shit and me up? I don't mind him fucking me though... but he's your baby daddy and all. He fine as fuck sis I know he got a brother or something" Nas said as we sat outside.

Today it was a little get together for the whole hood I guess you can say and both him and Amber dragged me here. They clicked so fast that I almost regret letting them meet each other. It's like they be out doing shit all the time and don't include me. It ain't even me being jealous or nothing but a damn invite ain't never hurt nobody.

"He ain't about to do shit and stop saying my baby daddy. That's shit sounds hella ratchet. He's the father of my child." I said

"He is indeed ya baby daddy. You just called him that the other day" Amber said

"But was anybody talking to you?" I asked

"Oh sis in her feelings about baby daddy today. Let me gone and get me another plate" she said

"If it's anymore left. That's like ya sixth one man save some for the rest of the block" I said

"Fuck them" she said standing up

"Right my bitch hungry. Let her eat" Nas said

"She was my friend first" I said

"But she's mine now. Get out ya feelings it ain't a good look" he said

"Just like them neon boots and that blonde wig ya had on the other day wasn't." I said

"Uh ya trying it. I slay any and everything hunny" he said mugging me

"If you say so. I'm about to go in a few minutes this shit is boring and I need my daily nap." I said ready to leave

"Girl sit ya old ass down. Talking about some daily nap like you in ya sixties or something." He said as Amber came back with yet another plate.

"It's the baby" I say shrugging

"What's the baby?" Amber asked

"Her excuse for taking daily naps" he said

"It is though. No lie I be needing at least one on top of my regular eight hours. It helps me get through the day" she smacking on some ribs.

"Told you. I'll see y'all later" I said standing up

"Nah it's cool we have plans to hit the mall up once we leave here and since you need a nap you can't come" he said

"Facts. You're not about to snap on me for waking you up." Amber said

"I don't even care at this point I feel like even if I don't go home and take a nap y'all wasn't gone invite me anyways so it's whatever" I said before walking away.

It's shit like that I be talking about. They always doing shit and acting like they don't want me to go. I haven't never snapped on Amber for waking me up so I don't know why she said that shit. Say what you want about me feeling some way but it's the way I feel.

As I was about to get out of the park I heard someone calling my name. I started to ignore it but I instead I turned around to come face to face with Black. Me and him haven't spoken still and I was okay with that. Eventually I thought we could maybe be cool but the way he been acting it's really fuck him.

They say I'm always in my feelings but he been in his for the last few weeks. I almost gave him my pads and shit since he's been acting like he needed them. He had the nerves to eat my food the other day and then cop an attitude since I threw his out.