Linked by Ink (book 1)

Chapter 35

August 17,2017

Rose Marie

"Baby mama got ass for days... you niggas mad or what? This all me right here" Jah said walking in the kitchen recording me as I was bent over getting chicken out of the fridge with a knife in my hand

"Baby daddy about to meet his maker if he don't stop recording me with this damn mask on my face. I'm over here looking like Jason and shit but I'm still cute" I said tutting my lips up and lifting my leg as far as I could shaking my ass.

"Now this is evidence if I ever come up missing or some shit" he said looking in the camera

"Nobody's gonna miss your punk ass and that's the problem. Killer vibes all fall nineteen" I said stretching the hell out of the nineteen.

"Don't get beat up" he said

"By who? Wrong baby mama my nigga" I say pointing the knife in his direction

"Definitely wring one and you're not my baby mama. You my baby and the mother of my child, Lyric is my baby mama" he said sitting down at the table

"No Lyric is Lucifer. She should have been named Lucifer if you ask me cause the bitch ain't nothing but bad news like the devil" I said

"No lies there but on another note have you put any thought into what we talked about a few days ago?" He asked and I was hoping he didn't bring it up since he let it go for a few days

"Yea I thought about it when I told you I did and the answer is still the same. Hell no I'm not going and that's it" I said dismissing the conversation

"You didn't even think about it that day. You was like I'll think about it and scratched your head for all of a second before saying no. I'm just saying you only get one set of parents and if they're willing to work some shit out then you should at least hear them out" he said still trying to convince me but my mind was all ready made up

"You're trying to convince me like it's gonna work. You don't understand because you don't have the same relationship I have with my egg makers. They're not even parents if you ask me." And that was the truth because at the end of the day I damn near raised myself

"What did they do so bad that you just won't change your mind because it's not making sense to me" He said

"It's not going to make sense to you because you have about a fourth of a brain so a lot of shot don't make sense" I joke

"You always got jokes when I'm trying to be serious. I'm trying to understand your point of view and I'll drop it" He said eating a banana from of the table I don't even remember getting any of them since I hate them but I guess.

"Long story short they didn't give a fuck about me. I raised myself coming up and that shit is wack as fuck. I spent holidays alone, teacher conferences they never showed up, didn't see me off to prom and they didn't make my graduation. Hell I was shocked to get a happy birthday for my thirteenth and they was like a whole week late with it. I don't need them at all cause when I needed them they didn't care enough to be there." I said chopping hard as fuck on the chicken

"Slow down before we end up in the damn emergency room trying to save your fingers" he said coming over to me and taking the knife from my hands

"I'm just saying you keep trying to push the issues when I said I don't wanna meet with them. Yea financially I was taken care of but that was it. Do you know embarrassing it was for me to start my period and the only person there to help me with it was my damn neighbors. I ain't know what the fuck was going on and I had to run to the neighbors thinking I was dying cause I was over there bleeding heavy as hell through my vagina." I said