English Love Affair//Luke hemmings//5sos

Chapter 31

Michaels POV

I told Aurelia absolutely everything and now...now we're watching the lion king.

"I can't watch" she sniffles as Mufasa is killed by Scar.

I wrap my arms around her waist from behind pulling her closer into my chest.

I kiss the top of head.

"Love you baby" I whisper into her hair.

"Love you too"

After the movie she turns to me.

"We need to talk about the wedding" she smiles.

"Yeah"

"When's it going to be?"

"When shall we do it?"

"I don't know maybe soon"

"Wow...so decisive" she laughs.

"What do you want me to say?"

"I want you to say I want to marry you" she looks sort of sad.

"Now?" I chuckle.

"Why not? You make it seem like we're never going to get married"

"Fine then let's get married now" I test her.

"Let's do it" she matches my tone.

"Seriously?" I ask a bit more disconcerted that she may not be joking.

"Seriously" she leans over and kisses me on the lips.

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Sophie's POV

I love Ashton Irwin, I love him so much.

I'll love him till the day I die.

I don't even care how cheesy that sounds because it's true.

Though I've vowed to myself never to speak to him again.

It's for him I know that's the biggest cliché in the world but it's true.

Joe's just a shadow, I can't seem to shake him.

I guess he's not really a shadow anymore.

We're...we're re-engaged.

I wish it didn't have to be this way but it does and I need to accept that and move on.

"Hey babe"

"Hi Joe" I meekly reply looking at my house once again full of his stuff.

In the corner lay a few of Ashton's suitcases, I miss him like hell.

"Aren't you going to complain again, about me calling you babe"

"Err...no I guess I've warmed to it um baby" I cringe.

"Damnit Sophie, Why the hell can't it be like it was"

"I'm sorry Joe, I'll try" I whisper.

In a sudden movement he strikes his hand against my face aiming his leg at my shin.

I cry out in pain brushing tears from my eyes.

I look down.

"LOOK AT ME" he roars.

I weakly look up.

He raises his fist slightly as I cower away.

"You're going to marry me Sophie, you're going to love me" he orders landing the blow.

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Ashton's POV

I don't understand what the hell Zoe's saying.

Her lips are moving but she's saying nothing.

All that I can hear are 2 words.

Sophie left.

It's been a week and she's trying to explain something but I can't take it.

Today we get on the plane that takes us away for another two months.

Everything feels so fake like a bad dream.

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia (a/n I can't resist)

And forget about these stupid little things, like the way it felt to fall asleep next to her.

Zoe's still talking but I just leave the room.

I can't bear to be in the same room as her.

She knew Sophie had left and she didn't even think to tell me till I was half way to her house.

I grab my iphone and plug in my earphones.

I miss you plays.

(A/n sorry if the lyrics are wrong it's from memory)

Hello there,
The angel from my nightmare,
The shadow in the background of the morgue.
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley.
We can live like Jack and Sally
If we want.
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas.
And in the night we'll wish this never ends,
We'll wish this never ends.
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
Where are you?
And I'm so sorry.
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight.
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time.
And as I stared I counted
The webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides.
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason.
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight?
Stop this pain tonight.
Don't waste your time on me.
You're already the voice inside my head....
The words somewhat fit my feelings so I listen to the song on replay.

The second verse says everything to call her.

I want to call her but I don't want her to know I want her.

I need her though.

I guess she just didn't love me the way I loved her.

Maybe that's just what happens sometimes.

Loves a one way thing half the time.

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Luke's POV

"Love you" i pout

"Love you too" she giggles before frowning slightly.

"Is Ashton still mad"

"Nah he knows it's not your fault it's just hard, she left with no reasoning at all"

"Don't miss me to much" she half-smiles.

I go through the gate door before quickly composing a text.

I miss you.

2 months without her, 2 months left without kids.

2 months till I'm a dad.

I'm freaking scared.

So yeah joes not that nice I guess. I love blink-182 so much.

So yeah.

Lucy x