English Love Affair//Luke hemmings//5sos

Chapter 42

This is Aurelia.

And we're going in circles again and again-heartbreak girl

If anyone in my class starts shouting I literally turn to them and just look at them before saying "Simmer down" then just turning back to my friends lol.

Whenever I see 5sos on adverts.

I'm like "my babies" which is weird cause there older than me.

So glad no one was there when I saw them on a Tv Ad, I literally broke down.

Lucy x

Calum's POV

Me and Alex have to talk.

I don't want to not after what she's gone through with Zoe.

It'll be horrible for her.

I don't want to talk.

I've made my mind up.

She can't stop me.

I want to see Florissa still and be involved with her future.

Maybe even take her on tour with us and stuff.

But although my conscience is drenched with guilt I don't love her.

Not in the way she wants anyway.

"Hey Alex" i start.

"Calum I know you love me"

"I do just not how you think" I groan.

"Fine then"

"Is that it?"

"Yeah in less you have anything else to say"

"What about Florissa?" I ask

"What about Freya?"

"What about Freya?" I frown.

"She loves you like a dad" she explains.

"What the hell do you want me to do?" I throw my hands up in mock surrender.

"Don't patronise me, you can't just leave Freya" Alex says calmly.

"I barely know her" I raise my voice.

"BUT YOU DO" she goes to full on shouting.

"SHES NOT MY CHILD, DONT EXPECT ME TO SUDDENLY TAKE ON YOUR JOB" I match her tone frustrated.

"BUT SHE LOVES YOU" alex yells.

I shake my head.

"I get that you've lost Zoe and stuff, but don't drag your own daughter into this. Compose yourself" I go to walk out.

"You can take Flo at the funeral" she mumbles quietly.

"for how long" my hand lingers on the door.

"Thank you" I say closing a door on a now sobbing Alex.

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Aurelia's POV

I know London's been amazing for me.

But nothing's that amazing when you have no-one to share it with.

I need him.

I've tried dating other people but it's not been great.

Flashback

The date is amazing, he's such a nice guy.

"I love your hair" he laughs

I stroke my blue locks.

"I love yours" I chuckle.

"Believe it or not I dye it regularly"

All I can think is Michael.

He called me, Michael.

He told me to come home and talk it through.

I'm on a plane home now.

Please let everything go back to normal