Things change || BTS

Part 1

The sound of his moaning voice and his hot skin gets me so worked up that I get a rising heat inside me and I don't ever want it to stop.

*Beep Beep Beep*

I wake up with a sudden gasp and fast breathing from my way too exciting dream. I can't believe that this is my third dream about having sex with Jimin.

This Friday I lost my virginity to my boyfriend after so many countless nights about how it would turn out. Jimin is the best guy I know. He has lived next door since I was 5 years old and we quickly became enemies. We hated each other and even though our parents invited each other's families to dinner every week. There was no way I would ever become friends with that boy. But something happened when we started high school. We started slowly being friends. It was nice because he was always there. But now we are both juniors and we have dated for a little over 3 months. He is everything a woman needs, so kind, so generous, so intelligent, so handsome, so gentle. We have been planning to have sex for so long that when it finally happened we didn't want it to end. He is so god damn sexy. I have never seen that side of him before and I don't want it to ever go away.

The way he looked at me and the way he felt is forever engraved in my head and it has been replayed nonstop in my dreams.

Now it's Monday and I have to go back to school and see him, even though I just want him back in my bed.

The ride to school is way too long. Jimin usually drives me to school and we sing and laugh a lot, but today my mom is driving me, even though I told her that I would go with Jimin.

She kept talking about how important it is to remember family and all those things, so I gave in and drove with her.

She talks a lot and then has big long breaks of silence, mostly because I don't know what to say when she stops talking. She wants me to visit my dad, but I really don't. He left us, so he should be the one coming back begging for forgiveness. Instead, he has got a whole new family and posts countless pictures of "his new sons" on his Facebook. I'm so mad at him, but my mom has already forgiven him.

When my mom pulls up to the school, I don't hesitate to walk straight out and try to look for Jimin or Bella. Bella is my best friend and she always knows everything about me before I know it. I know she knows about my night with Jimin, even though I haven't told her a thing.

The looking for Jimin and Bella doesn't go on for long, I quickly find both of them standing with some of our mutual friends. I jump on Bella hugging her and they all look at me like I'm crazy. I see Jimin talking with Taehyung and Hoseok. None of them looks excited to see me except Jimin. His cute face gives me a small smile, and his eyes get hidden behind his cheeks. He's so adorable.

"Dee have you heard the news?" Bella asks me. And I shake my head. What should be happening at Winterville High? Nothing happens here.

"Yoongi is back" She tells me and my face freezes. Yoongi? As in Yoongi Min? The guy who bullied me all my middle school years and also freshman year of high school?

"Why? Didn't he move to the other end of the country?" I ask panicking.

"Well yes he did, but I think his dad got tired of him too and send him back to his mom. Either way, he is here" She says and points directly in his direction.

I never thought I would see him again. My wish didn't come true, unfortunately. Yoongi Min is back and I have no idea what that means to me.