Things change || BTS

Part 7

I can't believe I did that! Jimin is my boyfriend! I was drunk, and it meant nothing! I tell myself as I wake up Saturday morning after the Plover party. I have no idea what to tell Jimin. I shouldn't tell him anything, because I was drunk and didn't know what I was doing! Good plan.

The ride to Bella's place is not too long, but the only thing I can think about is how I'm gonna tell Bella. Because I have to tell her... I also made a deal with myself. I will no longer use any time with Yoongi, and if he tries talking to me about it, I will pretend that I don't know what he's talking about. I know Bella is gonna laugh in my head when she hears...

I knock on Bella's door and walk in without anyone answering. I know no one cares and I already told Bella that I'm coming over. As I take off my shoes I see Bella coming down the stairs.

"Hey, Dee!" She smiles all bubbly. If I wasn't upset about my actions from yesterday, I would be upset about how bad my hangover is, but she seems fine.

"We have so much to talk about" She says before I've said a hi back. She's in the kitchen making coffee but I walk up to her room. So how do I start this conversation? Does she already know? I mean she said we had a lot to talk about. Omg, she knows! How? How can she know these things before everyone else?

"You look like shit Dee, are you okay?" She says and I just nod with a sad face. She's always a little too honest...

"Well did you have a good time yesterday? I didn't see you at all" She says while handing me one of the coffees.

"It's you that always disappears after the first glass of alcohol" I say and I already feel better just from the smell of the coffee.

"That's not the point... I always look for you even when I'm not around you. I have to protect you" She says.

"But enough of that, what did you do? Did Jimin show at all, because I didn't see him" She adds. I take a deep breath before starting the conversation I don't really want to have.

"Jimin wasn't there no, he got sick yesterday and called me to tell but yeah... I got a lot to drink, maybe too much. No definitely too much, and I had trouble standing up without falling... So someone guided me into the guestroom to relax and that someone was Yoongi" I say without looking at Bella, that's too embarrassing.

"DID THAT PUNK HURT YOU? I swear if he just said one bad word about you I will kill him" She says getting all worked up. I really don't know what to say.

"He didn't really hurt me, but we kinda, you know, we kissed" I say and I feel my whole head getting red from embarrassment. Bella doesn't say a thing and I'm worried what that means so I look up and try to figure out what goes through her head. But as soon as I see her face I see the biggest smile on her lips and it slowly turns into laughter.

"You kissed Yoongi? Yoongi Min and Diana Kissed! I can't believe this has happened" She says while laughing.

"I know it's bad, I don't know what to say other than I was really drunk" I say.

"No don't say it's bad! Well only if the kiss was bad, but it's good that you kissed him! Jimin and you are perfect for each other and you both know that like you will probably marry each other. So you marry your first boyfriend and your first kiss. That means Jimin will be the only one you have ever kissed in history! But because you kissed Yoongi, you have tested the sea a little and you can see that Jimin is actually the one... Right?" She asks.

"I love Jimin! He is the best boyfriend ever! And you are right, maybe that was what needed to happen for me to let go of Yoongi and all future good looking guys" I say and Bella smirks.

"Yoongi is quite handsome... But tell me, how was it? Was he good?" She asks.

"It was nothing like what I've tried with Jimin. Yoongi was leading me and he knew what he wanted and how to get it. If that makes sense? Jimin usually tries to please me at all times and I love that about him, but yeah, Yoongi was different" I say.

"Shit, maybe I should give him a try" She says and I start laughing. I find a pillow and smash it into her face.

"That's so weird to say" I say and we both laugh.

"I'm just kidding" She says and throws the pillow back on her bed.

"But tell me about your night? It must have been better than mine" I say and smile.

"Well, I actually got a little action myself" She says with a big smirk.

"No way! Who?" I ask with big eyes.

"I will only tell you if you don't make a big deal out of it" She says and smile even brighter.

"Okay... but if it's Tae I will scream a little" I say and she looks down with a smile.

"OMG, IT IS!" I scream and she covers my mouth.

"My brother is sleeping!" She says in a whispering voice.

"But you kissed Tae! You said that it would never happen in a million years" I say much more quiet than before.

"I know what I said... But he's nice, and yeah I guess I like him a little more than what I would like" She says and I laugh.

"I knew it would happen someday. But what happens now? Do you want you two to be a thing?" I ask.

"No! It was a once in a lifetime thing. I don't go out with boys and you know that. Boys are just for the fun of it" She says.

"But you like him? And he likes you so much! He has been trying since freshman year to be with you" I say confused. I know that she has told me over and over again, that she only wants to date girls and that boys can't be a serious thing, but if she likes Tae...

"It doesn't matter! He will eventually stop being nice to me and it will end in a mess. Guys are hard having relationships with, you have been very lucky" She says.

"But let's talk about something else please" She adds and I get that the subject is done.

"Tae is probably so happy right now, I should text him later" I say.

"Don't! I know we are close with him, but it's weird" She says and stands up.

"I won't" I say and give her a smile.

"Let's get some lunch shall we?" She asks and I nod. Food sounds really great right now.