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Part 20

Not knowing how much time we have for ourselves make us get to the point way faster than last time. He quickly moves down from kissing my neck and pulls up my t-shirt so it's bundled up above my chest so he can start kissing and caressing my breasts with only my bra blocking for his full access, so he grabs my hips and slides his hands up my back until he gets to my bra where he struggles for a little while getting the hook opened.

when I finally have my bra off I also strip off my shirt completely. As he focuses a lot of his attention on my breasts I realise that it isn't really doing it for me, I really want it to though, because he is really trying hard, but it isn't making me the least turned on. So I grab his face and pull him into a kiss instead and our tounges are dancing with each other, I grab his soft hair and he groans a bit in reaction, I guess he liked that, so my fingers just disappear in his brown locks.

After getting a bit lost in our make out session I need some more spice so I bite his lip slightly which I guess was the right decision as that makes his hips grind down on me, which really gets me going. I pull away from the kiss so I can push him a bit to indicate that it's time to switch positions and luckily he gets the hint. As he now lays on the bed I take this time to strip off my jeans as I don't want to be totally exposed just yet. I look over at him as he lays on the bed and takes off his own shirt.

On the bottom, he's wearing grey sweats so I can see a firm outline of his firmed dick. He is about to take off the sweats but I grab his hands to stop him and I straddle him, I can feel him through all these layers as I sit on him and its really turning me on. Out of pure lust, I start grinding down on him and he instantly starts bucking up his hips. He enjoys it too.

We keep that going for quite a while, while also making out passionately. His hands have been resting on my hips for most the time, and as he takes no action in placing them elsewhere I grab them and move them down to my ass so they can move intact with my motions, and he even gives me a squeeze which makes me moan.

I feel I start getting wet, I'm definitely ready, so I break the kiss and move down to his ear and nibble it slightly before moaning into it "I'm ready for you" I get off him to find a condom but realise as I'm walking around that I have no idea where he keeps them.

"Where are the condoms?" I ask him as I look over at him tugging off his sweats, he points to a drawer next to his bed. I rush over and find one instantly, but then it hits me, maybe the sex would be better if we had no barriers between us. I look over at him once again but this time with a sexy glare in my eyes and with a condom between two fingers "How about we lose the wrapper" I ask as seductive as I can, I don't want to lose the mood.

He looks at me with instantly worried eyes "No, are you crazy? you're not on the pill, you could get pregnant, and even if you were, the pill doesn't protect you from sexually transmitted diseases. And if you suggest the pull-out method, then that is never reliable" he rambles on.

"Yeah, no, I know. It was just a dumb idea, just forget it" I say. I know he's right. I just want to feel all of him, but I guess that's just not how it goes. I sigh a bit and bite my lip trying to focus again. "should I put it on you?"

It feels amazing with him inside of me, he's moaning into my ear and it's making me immensely hot, I never want it to stop.

I close my eyes as I hear his small moans fill the room, I tug his hair, I can see it clearly in my mind, how my hands are running through his hair, mint green locks, piercing small brown eyes killing me with that one stare, cupping his rounded firm cheeks. His lips, those lips like a printed picture in my mind, so soft, yet rough the way they kiss my lips, the way they bite down on themselves, the way they moan my name, and how it get's me oh so close, the way mine moans his "yoo-"

"I'm going to cum"

I'm cut off by Jimin's voice, it wasn't the voice my mind was expecting. I'm in shock the whole time as Jimin rides out his orgasm. Why was I expecting to hear Yoongi's raspy voice? It was him, he was the one in my mind all the time as Jimin was inside of me, the mint green hair. I could feel my guilt building up as Jimin says sweet things to me as he pulls out of me. I feel disgusted with myself.

I hastily stumble away from jimin but I'm still on the bed, I can't look him in the eyes right now. How dare yoongi enter my mind like, especially in a time like this, in such an intimate moment why is it him filling my thoughts and not my beautiful loving boyfriend right in front of me?

Of course, Jimin notices my odd behaviour. "Are you okay?" he asks with concern filling his voice. I look up at him "yeah yeah, all good, sorry. I just... no, it's nothing, it doesn't matter" I don't know what I'm saying, I still didn't reach my climax, maybe I should take Anna's advice and say something. I can see Jimin is looking at me confused.

"I guess I just didn't... you know, didn't quite reach... the end" I stumble over my words. "Oh, yeah I see, um so... do you want me to like try and... like finish you?" He too sounds awfully awkward, neither of us wants to be in this situation. But I still want to finish, I'd rather him do it than me having to excuse myself to the bathroom, in a little while, to do it myself. "Yeah, I'd like that"

So with that, he lays me down. I expected him to just finger me to get me over the edge, but when I see him moving down I realise he is going to go down on me, which makes me really excited, we've never done that before, and it's all I wanted it to be. As his tongue finds it's way, I moan out loud when it runs all the way from the bottom up to the top, where it circles around my button. It gives me chills, "y-yes, just l-like that" I can't help but moan.

When he also insert two fingers into me I almost lose it, his tongue and his fingers working in harmony is getting me far already. No need to think about Mint green hair or the muscular arms, the mysterious piercing eyes, the way he kisses and the way that yoongi's moans in my mind take me over the edge as I scream out loudly in Jimin's bedroom. No there was certainly none of that.