Things change || BTS

Part 13

I have chosen to lay sick for the day to get some time to think everything through. Every time I think of Yoongi I get this excitement in my stomach but I also feel sick. Imagining his face makes my mood fall to the ground. But when I think of Jimin, a big smile forms on my lips and I feel really happy. He makes me in a good mood and I wish for him to be by my side all the time. When he's around I feel like I'm flying on a pink cloud and I don't wanna lose that feeling.

The whole day I keep thinking about how much Yoongi actually disgusts me and I wished that he never showed his face at our school. I even called Jimin and told him to come over after school. I texted Bella, telling about what happened at the parking lot. Everything kinda fell into place, when I had made up my mind. I am never going to speak to Yoongi alone ever again, I won't even use a second more of my time to think of him.

Later when Jimin arrived he had bought me some chocolate and came cuddling me and filling blankets on me even though I wasn't really sick. His bright smile made me so happy, almost like I had missed it for several weeks.

"Jimin I think I'm gonna die from heat in a second" I say and try to get a hand out of the hot blankets, but I fail.

"You are not allowed to feel cold. I'm here to protect you from everything evil in this world" He says with his big smile.

"But I'm so hot I think I'm going to pass out" I say and give it another try with my hand.

"Okay, but you have to stay for a little while longer" He says as he crawls on top of the big blanket mountain. He uses his strong arms to hold himself on top of me without putting any pressure on me. He kisses me with his soft and delicate lips, and even though I'm covered in hot blankets, I want him to stay kissing me. But after a short while, he sits up and starts unpacking me. I slowly feel the cold air hitting my hot skin, and I get shivers down my spine.

"I'm gonna go make you some coffee okay? Don't even think about moving away from your bed" He says as he crawls down from my bed and goes out to the kitchen. I get myself untangled out of my blankets and realize that my pajamas are all sweaty so I decide to change clothes. I still wanna be comfy so I just put on some new pajamas, but this time its booty shorts and a t-shirt instead of long sleeves and pants.

"I told you not to move out of your bed!" Jimin says as he walks into my room again. He puts the coffee down on my table and walk over to me and make me sit down in my bed again.

"You're overprotective now Jimin" I say as he hands me the coffee.

"No I'm being a good boyfriend" He says while sitting down beside me.

"I feel like I haven't seen much of you lately, and that's making me a little sad, to be honest. So now that you are here, you have no choice but to be taken care of, by your best boyfriend ever" He adds and I laugh a little.

"My only boyfriend ever" I say and give him a small kiss.

"Stop being cute, I don't want to get sick" He says.
"Why would my cuteness make you sick?" I ask.

"Because I just want to hold you tight and kiss you until we die from the lack of breath" He says and I can't help but smile.

"Well I'm not sick Jimin, I just didn't feel right this morning" I say, trying not to think about Yoongi.

"In the case, I won't even let you speak one more word" He says and he quickly pushes me down on my bed and gets on top of me. He smiles quickly at me before his lips touch mine. He moves slow and even though he's bigger than me I don't get out of breath from him sitting on top of me. His hand is again in my hair like always and the feeling has been missed. I can finally feel how much I need him and I'm eager to get even more. I try to roll around to make him lay under me and in one go, we manage to have switch position without breaking the kiss. When I'm on top of him I try licking his lip to show that I wanna meet his tongue with mine.

He opens up to me and as his tongue moves with mine, I get a sudden urge to get him even closer.