Things change || BTS

Part 14

I get a burning sensation and it's heating up like never before. My desire for Jimin has never been like this, maybe it's because of everything that has been happening with Yoongi, but I really don't want to think about that right now. Right now I only want to think about the sweet and immensely attractive boy who's under me.

I open my eyes while pulling away from the kiss that has been going on for quite a while. I look at him, his beautiful swollen lips, his eyes are still closed in pure desire. I slowly caress his cheek with my hand as telling him I want him to open his eyes, and I think he takes the hint as I only a few seconds after having his beautiful Bambi brown eyes staring up at me.

His lips form out a smile, he is just about to say something but I beat him to as I whisper in a low sensual voice.

"I want you"

He looks taken aback by my very forward statement, we have had sex that one time before but it was definitely with a careful and almost scared mood. This time I just had this indescribable desire, I wanted to please him, show him how much I love him. I give him a brief but passionate kiss on his lips but then I quickly move on down. I kiss him first on his jawline and then down his neck, I move further down until I suddenly meet a barrier, the hem of his shirt. I one swift movement I grab the shirt by the bottom and tug upwards, he gets the hint and lifts himself so I can totally expose his chest.

I'm about to go down and continue kissing him where I left off but before I can he grabs my shirt as well and gets eye contact with me. He tugs a bit in my shirt "Is it okay" he asks while looking at me with almost puppy dog eyes. I want to laugh at how absolutely cute he is being, he looks so innocent, but I don't want to ruin the mood I'm in, so I just nod.

In under a second, I'm sitting on top of him wearing only my booty shorts and a bra. I begin again kissing his chest, it makes him moan slightly, and those moans make me want to focus on kissing one spot, to make him moan even more but every time I end up being too afraid of giving him a hickey so I quickly move on again.

When I get to the start of his black skinny jeans I don't even hesitate to unbutton them and drag them down, they are sitting very snug to his body so he ends up helping me a bit getting them off. I also drag down his underwear but this time I don't wait for him to get it all the way off, I'm craving him too much. I take him in my hand and put him in my mouth, the raspy gasp he makes when I do this gives me all desire in the world to continue.

The first time I did this was just before our first time, I was shocked at how big he was, not because I really had anything to compare him to, but I struggled a bit with fitting him inside my mouth. This time I was a bit more prepared. Jimin starts to tug my hair a bit, I don't think he knows what that does to me, he's getting me all wired up so I start giving a bit more of me into the blowjob.

He tugs a bit more and moans "Dee" In response, I moan too knowing it sends vibrations straight to him. "Dee" he moans again but this time a bit more demanding, like he wants my attention, I look up at him and clearly I was right he wanted me to stop, so I pull off him.

He looks down at me and says with his sweet voice, "It's my turn to pleasure you now"

I'm definitely not going to argue with that, so crawl up on him again and make my way towards his face I grab his face and place a long kiss on his plump lips. I then sit up straight on him and take off my bra, I can see him looking at me with pure adore. He smiles at me, grabs my waist and almost throws me off him. One hand goes up and grabs my face as he starts kissing me with all the passion his body can bear, I never want to lose this amazing sensation, I never want this kiss to stop. His other hand moves its way down my body and goes inside my shorts and in my panties. His magical fingers do their magic as I can do nothing but be a moaning withering mess under him. this is good, it's amazing, but I can't help but want more, I want him, all of him.

"Now" I moan to him, "I'm ready now"

He pulls his hand out of my shorts and looks at me "Are you sure?"

Is he really asking me this right now? "Yes, Yes absolutely, right now, I want you now" I end up saying with almost a commanding tone, but I can't help it, I've never craved him this much, I don't have time for all the sweet boy comments, I need him. And what I want he obeys. In one swift movement, he pulls off both my shorts and my panties, throws them off the bed and he stands up himself too and walks to the other side of the room. He shuffles around in a drawer and finally finds what he's been looking for, he then runs back towards me with the condom wrapper in hand. He hands it to me with pleading eyes. I remember the first time where he struggled for a bit with it first until I just did it for him. I take the wrapper from his hand as I certainly don't have any time for struggling right now. I put it on him and it only takes a few seconds but it still feels like a lifetime.

As soon as it's on I jump on him and straddle him, I kiss him fiercely while having his face cupped in my hands. He takes the hint to get started and grabs my waist and tumbles me on my back so he is now on top, and within a second he is all lined up and ready to go. But then he pauses and looks at me

"You are so beautiful, you know that?" I just stare at him, I wasn't expecting that statement right at that moment so I just look dumbfounded at him. "I love you" he just states as he then slowly enters me. My answer just becomes a screaming moan of a hundred I love you's.

This is something so different than the first time, maybe it's because there's not so much pressure anymore or I'm not as scared but this time, I feel his love. He goes in a steady rhythm but, I need more. "Faster" I say, trying hard not to yell it - and he obeys, he slowly but surely fastens the pace and he ends up slamming into me while I can't help but moan his name. It's not just my moans than fills the room, jimin keeps saying "Dee" "I love you" over and over mixed in with his moans and fastened breathing.

I can feel he's getting close to his climax, the first time it took me by surprise but now I've learned what to notice, but even if I couldn't he still lets me know "I think I'm close" he whispers in my ear. "Cum for me" I whisper back in a moan. "Are you sure? I can..." he tries to say while very out of breath as he quickens his pace even more but I cut in "Cum for me baby" I whisper once again and this time it takes him over the edge as he thrusts into me one last time spills into the condom inside of me. He falls on his back and lays beside me, both of us catching our breath for a second. When he has enough air to speak he does, "Did you... you know... get there?" he asks carefully. I know with myself I really didn't but he has worked so hard and he has really given his all, I wouldn't want to bother him now. "Yeah I did, it was amazing" I smile and look him in the eyes, he gives me a big smile back "You are amazing Dee" He pulls me into his arms and we spoon all exposed on my bed.

He really is the most caring boyfriend I could ask for, and the sex was so fantastic but... it feels like I'm missing something. I got really far and heated, but it was like it wasn't enough for me to get over the edge, it's like something is missing, but what?