"Shit! Fuck this life!" galit na sinipa ni Jameson ang lamesa dahilan para matapon ang alak na nakapatong doon. Nahilamos niya ang mukha gamit ang sariling mga kamay. He doesn't know what to do anymore.
He is so much confused. His mind tells him that Iyah is the woman he promised to love to his grave. But why the hell his heart is weird?
His heart clenched when he remembered the crying face of Ide. At nang tingnan siya nito nang walang kahit anong emosyon, he felt anxious and afraid for an unknown reason. Ayaw na niyang tingnan uli siya ng ganoon ng dalaga.
He want her to look at him with so much passion and happiness like what she used to do.
Matapos ang pag-uusap nila ni Idelaide sa garden sa bahay nito sa Batangas ay hindi na niya ito inabutan kinabukasan.
Sabi ng mga care taker doon ay maaga daw itong lumuwas pabalik ng Maynila kasama si Lawrence.
Kumuyom ang kamao niya nang maalala ang pag-uusap nila ni Lawrence. He can feel that his eyes are getting dark because of jealousy. He was never been this jealous in his life!
"What do you want to talk to, Mr. Ramirez?" diretsong tanong ni Lawrence sa kaniya pagkalabas nila ng bahay.
"Stay away from Idelaide, Mr. Gallego," diretso din niyang sagot dito.
"And why would I do that, Mr. Ramirez? Care to tell me why?" Lawrence just coolly crossed his arms.
This man is getting on his nerves. "Because I said so."
"I'm afraid that is not a valid reason, Mr. Ramirez. Still, even if your reason is valid, I won't stay away from her. Because I'm her boyfriend," diniinan nito ang pagbikas sa huling salita.
He gritted his teeth. "We both knew that it isn't true."
"I know that you are smart enough to figure that out, Mr. Ramirez. But you know what, I didn't know that you are this dumb to not even figure out your true feelings."
"Shut the hell up--" kwinelyuhan niya si Lawrence.
"You shut the hell up!" Hindi ito nagpatalo at kwinelyuhan din siya. "The one who needs to stay away from Idelaide, is you. It. Is. You."
Itinaas niya ang kamao para suntukin ito ngunit agad din iyong tumigil sa ere nang marinig ang sunod na sinabi nito. "How much pain do you still want Idelaide to feel? You already have Iyah. What is it that you still want. Who is it that you really want, you bastard!"
Inalis nito ang pagkakahawak niya sa kuwelyo nito. "Don't hurt Idelaide again. Because if you do," ipinakita nito ang dalawang kamay sa kaniya, "this hands that are used for surgeries will beat the shit out of you."
Tinalikuran na siya nito. "You have a thing for Idelaide, do you?" tanong niya.
Sumagot ito nang hindi humaharap sa kaniya. "Yes I have a thing for her. How deep is my feelings for her? Deep enough that if ever you are the reason for her tears again, I'll beat you until all of the bones in your face and my hands are broken. And I don't even care if I can't use my hands for surgeries again after beating you up."
Saglit itong lumingon sa kaniya. "You. Do you have thing for her?" Hindi siya nakasagot sa tanong nito. Does he have feelings for Idelaide? Hindi din niya alam sa sarili niya.
"Make up your mind, Mr. Ramirez. Question your heart. You know you can't keep both of them. Don't play with Faminis. Don't play with Idelaide."
Pagkatapos ay tuluyan na itong naglakad pabalik sa loob ng malaking bahay.
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ERASTHAI SERIES BOOK 2: No Ide, No Entri (COMPLETED)
General FictionJameson Ramirez promised to love his first love to his grave. And when she went missing, he bowed to find her and never to love any other woman than her. He treated women like cars. Pwedeng gawing koleksiyon. Madaling bilhin, madaling palitan. But w...