The exchange (camren) English Version

Chapter 47

Lauren's POV

A wave of joy through my whole body, and the chills she gave me made me stand up...

Everything seemed to make sense. When her lips met mine, after so long without kissing her, I discovered how much I missed her.

I moved mine delicately with hers, I can't distinguish who coordinated who, because we were exactly in the same rhythm. I lost myself in those fleshy lips and the need to bite them was bigger second by second.

Oh my fucking God, I really want this girl.

Our tongues played with each other, intertwining when they met and my arms drew her closer to me. I felt that my heart was overflowing with happiness, something that didn't happen a long time ago, a feeling that I couldn't make alone, that I needed to create with someone else, it was something wrong, I know I shouldn't do it, until today.

Today I found a different way to feel those feelings, with this girl in my arms. I felt them each time I needed to feel her closer to me, to feel her body in mine, to touch her, to touch each of her curves, each hidden part of her body.It was something crazy, something I would never imagine I need...

The need to kiss every thing on her body and touch everything on her.. but I knew I had to restrain myself, so I just walked hugging her, to my bed and sat her on my lap, without a single second separating our lips.

Camila's POV

My heart beat wildly when she smiled, it was something that I didn't know why it would hit me so much or why I needed to see her to smile. And the only thing left for me is to put my lips on hers, taking all the risks ignoring all buts and why's.

The biggest reason why I shouldn't be doing this, which is what hurts me most, is the fact that:

I can't fall in love with Lauren.

Well, in addition the two basic reasons, are that she won't stop, taking almost half of the girls in Miami to her bed at least in a month and that I don't believe that her feelings in the future will be the same as now.

And the biggest reason I can't let anything happen which I keep forgetting as the days pass by: my time here in Miami is diminishing as the days go by..

They will never gonna visit me in Mexico and I won't be able to come back here, as easy as I believe I am hopelesssm

I always knew that I would get very attached to the people here, but I decided to take that risk. The only thing I didn't know, it was who was here and with who I am going to get attached.

I shoved all the negative thoughts away and I allowed myself to feel the moment.

I don't know when I got to Lauren's lap, but I appreciate that, my legs wouldn't hold me anymore since all that emotional thing I went through.

Her lips, though urgent, were calm and sweet. Her hand made a comfortable affection in my hair and even then I kept thinking about what the consequences would be after all that and that's what hurted me the most...

Our lips parted, after a while together, I dared to leave one last kiss on Lauren's who, she luckily kissed back.

I opened my eyes, she did the same. I noticed that her arms still held my body, my breathing was heavy, as well as hers.

I saw a corner of her lips stained by my lipstick, with the tip of my finger I cleaned it, Lauren turned her face and gave a small kiss on my hand, then looked back at me with those green eyes that gave me feel butterflies.

I was left without any kind of reaction for being in her lap, but that didn't seem to bother her. I noticed that when she tilted her head forward and brushed her lips against my neck,which caused gosebumps to my skin.

"Your language is very complicated."
She commented suddenly. I smiled, still deconcentrated "tell me something in Spanish."

"What do you want me to tell you?" I asked

"Anything." She hrugged

"Okay, hm.. tienes unos ojos muy lindos"
(you have very beautiful eyes) I said in Spanish, knowing that she wouldn't understand a word.

I felt strange to say something in my language, in the end, since I arrived here, until my dreams come in English.

"You speak it as if it's easy." she murmured, I laughed "what does that mean?"

"I don't know." I shrugged my shoulders
"find out by yourself, if you're capable.."
I challenged her

"Okay I'll find out." she said and continued

"Tienes unos..." she repeated what I said before, in an accent that made my heart jump "ojos muy lindos. I think I have to record that, because I won't know how to write it." she said thoughtfully, I smiled

"That's good" I said and took the courage and left her arms "I will go down, before Taylor comes...."
She nodded.

I left the room, loving my language more than ever...