"It's not gonna happen again"

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Marina's POV

"Umm.. what?" The pretty auburn haired girl asks, clearly flustered. I do feel sorry for her, looking vulnerable in my bed on a Saturday morning. She obviously has no recollection of last night, let alone making out with me. She doesn't like me either, I know that much. So for her to kiss me last night was rather odd.

"You kissed me" I repeat. She doesn't look any less surprised or confused. She rubs her face and groans a little. I just awkwardly watch whilst she... well, I don't even know what's going through her mind right now.

"That makes no sense" she mumbles

"It happened though. I just presumed you'd have an explanation" I tell her, trying to keep her calm. But she takes it the wrong way.

"I was drunk, is that a good enough explanation?" She kinda snaps. I raise my shoulders

"I suppose so"

"Listen, you can't tell anyone about that. Okay? Or else I'll.." she thinks, I smile.

"You'll what?"

"Tell everyone you're lesbian" she finally comes up with. I can't help but smile "why're you smiling?"

"I mean.. I wouldn't really care. I'm bi anyway." I pause "but you can trust me not to tell anyone"

"Yeah well.. it's not gonna happen again." She gets out of my bed, the sunlight that escaped my drapes shining onto her, highlighting her pretty features. She has the most beautiful emerald green eyes, and the fullest pink lips.

She's so undeniably gorgeous but insecure at the same time. You can see the fear beneath her mask. She's just like me. She hides behind her character.

"Of course not" I snap myself back into reality and give her a friendly and nice smile. She doesn't return it so I just chew my bottom lip a little.

"See ya.." she mumbles, leaving my room.

"Bye Lana.." I reply. She shuts my door, I hear her leave the house too. I sit down at my dressing table and smile to myself.

I kissed Lana Del Rey.

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The following Monday Lana barely looks at me. Neither do her friends, apart from Blake Stranathan of course.

"Marina?" My sister Lafina gets my attention

"Hey, shush. Don't call me that here, people almost heard" I point my finger at her

"Whatever.. Electra, why're you staring at Lana Del Rey?"

"I think she's kind of strange" I say, Lafina looks over at her.

"I think you mean popular and gorgeous.." she mumbles. I'm sure she's a little gay sometimes. "Anyway, what do you have next?"

"English I think. You?" I ask

"Maths, I'll drive you home from school after."

"Thanks Laf, love you" I smile, she smiles and rolls her eyes a little

"You too..". We walk different ways to go to class. When I get to the door to my english class, everyone's lined up and I don't really know why.

"Apparently we're getting new seats" Blake tells me, I nod.

"Thank you Blake.."

"You're welcome Electra.. do you wanna talk some time?" He asks, sounding nervous. Aww, he doesn't know he's talking to a 70% lesbian bisexual.

"Sure" I smile nicely, Lana joins the line and takes Blake to the back with her. He puts up a fight about leaving, but soon pipes down.

"Okay everyone.." Miss Eason starts "I'm about to seat you with your new partners. You're going to learn from each other and I'm sitting you with someone I think you'll flourish with" she smiles, proud of herself. She's nice really, just a little weird. Nothing wrong with that though.

She starts telling people who they're with and the anxiety bubbles up inside of me in anticipation. "Miss Heart.. you're going to be working with" she checks her seating plan. "Miss Del Rey" she smiles. I look back at Lana. She doesn't look happy.

"I don't think she's too keen on me." I admit quietly

"Oh nonsense, you'll get along fine" she encourages. Me and Lana submissively walk in and sit down next to each other. Lana sits down stubbornly though.

Let's hope we don't utter a single word.

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A/N

Ok so. I'm addicted to writing this but I'm scared you're all gonna get low key mad that I'm writing so much.

ALSO!!! COMMENT BC I NEED FEEDBACK AND IM LONELY :,) Xoxo

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