Gruvia/Juvia oneshots

my bully (new ver)

Contain  Some depression thoughts and actions!

"Watch where are you going blue !"
He said while laughing with his friends.
I just keep my head low and walk past him .
Suddenly he slammed me towards locker .
"Respect me !" He yelled .
I nodded to him .my head still down .

He grabbed my chin and raise it making me to see his raven eyes .
His eyes full of mystery.

"Words baby. .." he said .
I stunned by his words .

"Yes....gray ...." I said to him.
He give me a smile before walk away with his friends leaving me  standing alone in the Corridor.

I let out a heavy sigh before walked away.

I walked to my house . The weather was little gloomy.....just like me ...
I looked up to the sky to see dark clouds covered blue skies .

Its such a perfect weather...
I walked to playground near My house . It was empty ....no childrens or  birds there . It's just empty like my heart.

I sit on a swing .

Why do I deserved this ?

What did it go wrong ?
How ?

Gray my bully was my ex best friend and crush.

Without knowing I fall in love with him two years ago and I'm still loving him I can't move on from him.
We was having good relationship until he won football match makes his reputation become high .

He stop talking with me ...hang out with me .
He treat me if I'm a invisible to his eyes .
It gave me much pain until I can't handle it anymore .

My one side love still unrequited and will be in that way forever.

I feel few drops on my head .
I let out a cry .
The rain fall making my tears drowning into rain drops .
After twenty minutes rain seems to stop .
I walked to my house .
My shirt deep soaked.

I opened the door and saw no one .
I went to my room and closed my door .
I took out my razor aka my pain reliever.

I make some cut on my wrist .
Bloods pouring out from my cuts .
I just smile feeling better.
" I'm feeling better. The pain in my heart is more painful than pain on my wrist."
I said to myself.
I feel my body getting weak so I take out a tissue to clean up the blood .
The tissue coated blood thrown into dust bin .

I take a bath and went to my bed . I heard knocked.

I open the door to see my brother gajeel out there.

" Hey sprinkler ! Foods on table..ok I have to go to levy house " he said and leave me.

All changed ....

My brother and I have a great bond but it's soon changed after he got his girlfriend.
She is really a good girl for my brother.
She is perfect I like her very much .
I don't blamed her it's natural to change .
But I can't take this change .
I closed the door and fall on my bed .
I feel tiredness consumed me makes me fall into darkness.

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I woke up .I wiped off my tears .
I took out a picture I hide below my pillow.

It's me ,erza ,Mira ,Lucy and Cana .

We took a picture together.
They are my best friends.
But they changed went to study abroad leaving me alone because I didn't get chance .

Their lifestyle keep them busy making us hard to talk and keep in contact with them  it's been few months we talk actually.