Gruvia/Juvia oneshots

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started with a unknown number. Who would've thought I'd actually fall in love and share life with a unknown number. Soon we get into internet friend.we share our Instagram and Facebook account.
We spent 5 months talking before we decided to finally meet.

"Hi ! Gray " I call him when I saw him walking into cafe .

" Hi juvia ! Wow you look beautiful" he compliment me.

And he was great, he seemed like a very kind and caring guy.

After going through few dates together . He decided to ask me as his girlfriend .ok course I said yes to him .we started our relationship.

It started out great. A month into our relationship we decided to live together. I moved in to his apartment and . It was fun, amazing and was never lonely. I was so in love with him and I knew I was.
He confessed his feelings towards me .

" I love you juvia !" He confessed.

"I love you too " with that we kiss each other .and continued our love story.

. We was  so happy together but I was wrong.

About 6 months after living together he started getting abusive. Nights started to turn into those nights full of tears. Wondering if he loved me, wondering if he was being loyal to me. He started emotionally and physically abusing me. But I loved him. I couldn't imagine my life without this guy. I was attached.

One night we were drinking and he had signed into all his social media on my phone and had left his self logged in being too drunk to even sit up. So I stormed to the bathroom to see for myself if this guy was loyal to me.

My heart was racing and I was full of anger and hurt hoping not to find anything that would hurt me. What do you know. He was telling other girls he loved them. There would be saved nudes from some of those girls and I sat there and broke down. I went to him to confront him. Put the nude in his face and asked "what the fuck is this". He got so mad at me, and him being drunk he beat me for looking through his things. I didn't want to leave.
I couldn't imagine anyone else having him. I just slept in a different bed that night. When we got up the next day he acted like nothing even happened. He was kissing me and asking me why I didn't sleep with him. I just sat there in silence so very hurt by it all.

I found out in those few months he was messing around on me and I still didn't want to leave him.
Few more weeks went by and I finally messaged one of the girls he's been talking to and she asked me to call her. She told me everything that went on between them and I guess he cheated. I confronted him about it and he lied right to my face. I just put it behind me and believed him.

Days would go by and our relationship still went down hill..

One day  I left him without saying a word. I had many messages from him asking if I was okay and he was checking on me and some how he lured me in with the words he was saying. I fell for everything he said. I went back to him and after sleeping with him he went right back to being an asshole towards me. I stayed with him for awhile longer and he was still contacting that same girl that I had called. She would send me screen shots of the things he says and it was truly heart breaking. I would still confront him about it but he would start denying everything and saying he doesn't love her . But he would still go talk to her.

I was hurt.I stayed distant and he blamed me for our relationship being shitty.
It finally got to the point where I didn't care who he would message. I wasn't afraid to leave him. So I finally left him. I put myself first. I was going to do everything I wasn't able to do while I was with him.
I just realized I been stuck in a toxic relationship and Never once I thought I will receive this from this guy.