The Unoticed Truth (Edited)

Chapter twenty-four

The next day...

Hoseok's pov: 
I knocked on the wooded door of the Jeon's house. The door opened, revealing Yoongi, who is surprisingly not sleeping, he gave me his signature gummy smile and stepped aside, gesturing me to come inside.
"Hi Hoseok, Jimin is upstairs breastfeeding Min-seo, and I recently put Junnie to sleep. And Jungkook is at work, but uh anyway... how are you?"
We sat down on the bulky, black couch in their living room, I smiled and dropped my gaze down. Clearing my throat, my head jolting up from hearing a loud gasp, spotting Jimin at the end of the stairs.
"Oh Hoseokie! How are you feeling? What did the doctor say? You're not sick are you? Please tell me it's good news?" He rambled many questions, as he came running around the couch sitting next to me. Pulling me into a semi-tight hug, I laughed at my paranoid friend and shook my head.
"I promise Jimin, there is nothing wrong with me," he sighed in relief, but then looked at me curiously. His face twisted with deep thought, "Then what is wrong with you Seokie?" My gaze dropped back down to the floor, "I'm pregnant," I mumbled. "What?" Yoongi and Jimin asked in unison. "I'm... I'm pregnant," I repeated, but a bit more clearly. They both gasped, Jimin bounced up and down on the couch clapping his hands, squealing in happiness.
"But your scent... it's still the same..." I hear Yoongi mutter out beside me. Jimin then paused his actions after hearing what the elder omega pointed out, looking at me with a weird expression again.
I puff my cheeks out, rubbing the back of my neck, how do I explain this to them in a easy and short way. Bitting my bottom lip, thinking how I'm going explain the doctors words, combined with my own knowledge, to my friends, I mean, they all have tattoo marks as well. But they haven't experienced this yet, not unless they also mate during the blue moon, and including the fact, that Jimin doesn't read much about destined mates, even though he's one of them.
I cleared my throat, "Umm... Well, my doctor said the last time this happened, on their record, was when the last blue moon occurred, which was about over fifty years ago, give or take. But i-it only happened to a destined couple..."
They both 'oh', Yoongi cleared his throat, I turn my gaze towards him, giving him my attention. "So, what you're saying, is that you found your destined mate?" I nod, he was about to say something else, but Jimin said something first. "But you don't have a mated mark on your neck?" Which sounded more like a confused statement, then a question. "And who's your destined mate? If you don't mind me asking," Yoongi finally asked, but his voice was in a low mumble, I felt both their eyes on me. I glance back and forth at them, letting out a heavy sigh, then staring down at the floor. I have never felt this uncomfortable under my own skin, besides the day I found out I was an omega. Yet, thankfully, they were both very patient with me at least.
I bit my bottom lip, fiddling with the hem of my sweater, letting out a shaky breath. I felt someone rub my back, Jimins sweet scent calming me down a bit. I then felt Yoongi's knuckle, rubbing up my cheek. I touch my cheek, feeling the tears that dampened it, I didn't even noticed I started crying. I cleared my throat with a small grunt.
"T-Tae-Taehyung is my destined mate... he is also the father of our- m-my pups, it was a one night stand. All I remember seeing and feeling, was lust a-and pain... no love...." I explained, sniffling, and whipping my tears away with my palms, yet they only continued to fall. Both of my friends were now rubbing my back, their scents mixed, helping me remain, slightly, more calm. "What do you mean by pain? What did Taehyung do to you Hoseok?" Yoongi asked with a voice laced with concern and worry, maybe also slight anger.
That's right, I haven't told them the full story of what happened, I always feel as if it's my fault for being so weak and easily falling for his strong, rut, scent. I felt as if anyone finds out, they will only say I'm trying to get attention, or that I'm lying, or even to maybe try to get closer to the head alpha.
I soon felt my own body tremble, seeing my hands shaking, then hiding my face in my shaky hands in shame, "I'm sorry.... I'm so sorry..... He-He was drunk a-and the alcohol ca-caused his rut to s-s-start early an-and I was weak for his scent.... I let my omega submit..... I-I didn't want to do it with him... I swear I didn't... I-I'm go-going to lose the trust I built with him because of this..... I-It's all my fault.... These pups.... I don't want them, but I-I don't have the heart to get rid of them...." Jimin then cut me off, "Hold up. Are you saying that Taehyung forced himself on you, as in raped you?" I nod, "It was my fault for getting drunk over his rut, I shouldn't have-" "Hoseok, you didn't ask for it, what he did is wrong, drunk or not. He should've known not to drink when his rut was near." Yoongi stated, Jimin nod in agreement and took his friends hands in his. "Don't say this is your fault Seokie, cause it's not, you told him 'no' and he didn't listen. We're happy you told us this, cause I can't imagine how much mental damage it did to you." I choked on a sob, leaning in and crying into my friends shoulder, "I didn't even feel him knot me.... I should've, b-but I didn't..." I gasped out, these pups feel like a scar that will never heal. But I can't help but love them, I second thought myself this morning when I woke up from another nightmare. Wanting to get rid of them, but the moment I looked at my bump in the mirror and felt the small movement, I couldn't do it.