Hot Gangsters VS Cold Princesses

Chapter 4 : Heartless

Skyla's POV

Agad akong nagdrive papunta sa ospital na itinext sakin ni Carleigh.

Eto yung ayoko sa lahat.

Kaya ayaw naming ipakita ang kahit na anong pwedeng maging weakness namin dahil mapapahamak lang sila. 

Gagamitin nila ang lahat ng weakness namin para lang matalo kami. 

Emotions could be one. 

That's why we're cold. We're born to be cold and we are to treat others coldly.

Yan ang itinuro samin.

Sa larangan na to. Dapat wala kang weakness. Lalo na't kami ang rank 1.

Nang makarating ako sa ospital.

Agad kong hinanap kung saan sina Carleigh at Daria.  Agad ko naman silang nakita kaya lang..

Umiiyak sila.

Ngayon ko nalang sila ulit nakitang ganyan. Huli ko silang nakitang umiiyak ay nung 3 or 4 years old pa kami.

Same age kaming tatlo nina Daria at Carleigh. We're 20 years old. Sina Celine at Rica, 19 years old.

Si Juniel which is 16 ay ang bunso namin. Bukod saming lima, si Juniel lang ang meron kami. We protect her. We care for her. We show her things that we don't show to other people.

That is showing her our weaknesses and our love.

Si Juniel ang tanging nagpapatawa samin. She's our angel. 

Aware naman siya na mga gangsters kami. She wished to be part of us pero ayaw namin dahil ayaw naming mapahamak siya.

But I guess we're wrong. 

Siguro kung pumayag kami, di siya basta basta makukuha ng mga alagad ni Jim.

Wrong move.

Nang makita ako ni Carleigh, agad niya akong niyakap. si Daria na sobrang moody at sobrang tahimik. Umiiyak.

Si Carleigh na mahilig sa pagkain pero brutal. Humahagulgol.

Mukhang alam ko na ang resulta.

"Sky.. She's dead. Juniel is gone.." sabi ni Carleigh habang umiiyak.

All I want to do now is cry, but I can't. I want to scream and change everything that happened a while ago. I want to turn back time.

But reality tells me that I can't.

Pagsisisi at galit ang nararamdaman ko.

1 tear fell from my eye.

No. This can't be. I can't show others that I'm crying. I can't show them that I'm affected.

But I am. That was my younger sister for pete's sake!

I guess few tears were falling from my eyes right now.

After that, I wiped my tears away.

Walang magagawa ang mga luha ko. Di nito mabubuhay ang kapatid ko.

Bumitaw na rin ako kay Carleigh. She understands and she knows na di ako umiiyak. She was even shocked to see traces of tears on my face.

Nilapitan ko si Daria and hugged her.

Para rin silang nawalan ng kapatid. I won't feel bad kung may magsasabi sakin na napakasama kong ate at di manlang ako nagdadalamhati sa pagkawala ng sarili kong kapatid.