Lay Me Down 3

Weak

Ashley Pov

As August And I Laid In Bed I Got A Text from Fizz.

📱 Text Convo📱

Fizz💥- Lunch??

Me-Umm Sure When ?

Fizz💥- Today

Me- Alright.

Fizz💥- See Ya Later

📱end of Text convo📱

"Baby I'm Having Lunch With Fizz,Wanna tag Along?" I Said To August As I Played With His Curls."Nahh I'm Fine"He Said As He Watched Tv."Well Alright Baby." i Said as I got out Of Bed. I Then Slipped On Some Jeans,a Shirt And Sweater, and Some flip flops. As I Put my Hair In A Messy Bun August Said" You Going Like That?" I Looked At Him And Said "Yea,Who Am I Trying To Impress? the Only Man I Should Be Dressing To Impress Is You." He Then Smiled and Said" That Was A Good answer." "yea I Know" I Said Giving Him A Kiss. I Then Got My Keys And Purse And Left To Go To The Restaurant. Once I Made It There fizz Was In His Car On The Phone. So I Parked My Car And Snuck Up To His Car.I Stood Right Next To The Drivers Window And Put My face Real Close To The Window. He Then Looked Up From His Phone And Jumped A Little As he Looked Terrified.I Bust Out Laughing Right There. He Opened The Door And Rolled His Eyes.We Both Hugged and Went In The restaurant. As We sat At the table Fizz Said"So How Is Your Day Going?" As I Took My Sweater Off I Said "Its Doing Fine. I Was Just Chilling With The Hubby." "Thats Nice,but About The Party Last Night,What Happened?" He Said Looking Concerned."Oh August Just Thought I Was Flirting With You." I Said Playing With The Straw paper." Oh Is He Abusive?" Fizz Asked."oh No Not At All."i Said becoming Very Uncomfortable With His Questions."Then Why Do You Have A Bruise Right There?" He Said Pointing At The Bruise on My Shoulder That Dudley Caused Which Was The Only One That Didn't Heal."I Rather Not Talk About That,But I Can Promise You It Wasn't August Who Did It." I Said Insecurely Putting My Sweater Back On."I Only Ask You This Because I Care About You And I See You As My Baby Sister ,i Wouldn't Want To See My Little Sister Hurt.I'm Not Trying To making You feel Uncomfortable Or Anything,Just Concerned." he Said Giving Me Real Good Eye Contact."I Understand" I Said Stirring The Ice In my Water With My Straw. "so How Was Your Day!" I Said Trying To Change The Subject."It Was Fine Just Chillen."he Said As He Drunk His Drink.The Waitress Then Came Back And We Ordered Our Food.We Then Talked And Shared A Few Laughs And I Had To Sneak A Few Off guard Pics Of him Just Because He Was Laughing Up A storm. So We Ate Our Food And Talked About Life.After Eating Lunch We Went To My House."August Were Home!" I Said Once I Opened The Door. August Then Came From The Studio."Wassup." Fizz said As They Dapped."Nun Much Just Working On My Music"august Said."Thats Wassup,I Like Your Music Though." Fizz Said."Thanks, My Ni**as And I Are Actually Working on Something And You Can Come If You Want To." August said As He Got A Water bottle Out The Refridgerator. Fizz Looked At Me For Approval."You Can Go." I Said."well Then Yea," Fizz Said.August And Fizz Then Went To The Studio.I Then Went Upstairs And Checked On The Kids And There Grandma. They Were Still Sleep. So I Laid In Bed And Watched Tv Until I Got Bored. So I Went Downstairs To The Studio Where The Boys Were.Once I Made It To The Studio August,Fizz,And A Couple Of Guys They Were viben To Music, Smoking Blunts,Laughing,And Talking. "Hey Guys!" I Said When I Entered In The Studio. "Hey Slim"Dreadhead Said."Hey Chickenbutt" Chris Said. I Then Rolled My Eyes And Sat In August Lap As He Smoked His Weed."So Yall Best Buds Huh?" I Said To Fizz As He Smoked His Weed. He Chuckled And Said"Yea,August He A Cool A** Ni**a." They Both Then Dapped."Ashley Why You Mad?" August Said Chuckling.I Rolled My Eyes And Said"I Aint Mad At All." Everybody Then Began To Laugh. August Then Kissed My Neck And Cheek Saying" Its Ok To Be Mad Boo." "Yea Whatever Its Ok You Need More Friends anyways." I Said Squeezing His Cheeks together And Giving Him a Kiss."Frieeennddd!" I Said To Fizz."Whhhhaaattt?!"Fizz Said Laughing."hey!" I Said ."heeyy Friend" He Said Stretching his Words.You Could Tell They Were Real High."Well Yal Lame So I'm Gonna Leave." I Said As I Got Out Of August Lap."Bye Then" August Said Smacking My Butt.I Then Rolled My Eyes And Left The Room. I Then went in The Kitchen and Popped Some Popcorn. Once The Popcorn was Done i Took It Out The Microwave and Hopped On The Sofa. As I Ate My Popcorn And Scroll Through My Twitter Feed,fizz Came And Sat On The Sofa Across From Me." I Decided I'll Come Keep My Friend Company." fizz Said.I Rolled My Eyes And Said"What August Did To You?" He Then Said"*laughs* He Didn't Do Nothing We Was Actually Turning Up And Viben,But I Left Cause I Felt Bad About Not Hanging Out With You." I Laughed And Said"yea Yea Whatever,But Anyways I Got A Question." Fizz Opened His Mouth Motioning Me To Throw Popcorn His Mouth.As I Threw The Popcorn in His Mouth And He Ate It He Said"wassup?" As I Threw Another Popcorn In His Mouth I Asked"Why Do Men Cheat on Loyal Woman?" He Went Through His Hair And Said"Men Cheat Because It Boosts There Ego,A Man May Feel Insecure About Himself,Thinking That The Female Would Leave Him One Day Just Because she's Strong minded,Pretty,And Can Get a Much better man,So He Cheats To Make The Female Feel Lower Than Him He Cheats On Her to make her Feel Insecure About Herself,Causing Her To Think Am I Not Pretty Enough?Am i Doing Something Wrong? and Its Funny How It Causes The Woman To Care About The Male And Then she will try to stay with him to Prove to him she is better than the girl he cheated on her with. To prove to herself she can fight for love and can help him by help changing a bad boy into a good man, fooling herself. This is reverse psychology. A weak minded male just got a Good Woman to mentally submit herself to a mentally immature man, purely by cheating on her." I Was Surprised To Hear What He Said That Was Pure Logic."Whoa" I Said With My Jaw Dropped."That was Pure Logic fizz,Where Did You Get That From Did You Make That Up?" Fizz Laughed And Said"Nah I Got It From A Website." I Threw A Pillow At Him And Said"Why Did I Not Know You Didn't Make This Up ugh,But That Did Make Perfect Since,So I'll Give You That." He Laughed And Said"I Answered Your Question Though." I Then Rolled My Eyes"True Alright I'll Give You That" I Said Throwing Popcorn In His Mouth."But Something Else I Learned Was A Loyal Woman will not allow a man to hurt her multiple times & still accept the man. That is NOT loyalty. That is A Weak Woman. A Weak woman is one who holds him down and stays by his side, after he cheats on her, lie to her, hurt her, use her and disrespect her over and over, she is NOT loyal. She is WEAK. She is poisonous. She will hold back the growth of a Man. Don't be fooled & think a girl telling him what he wants to hear is loyalty." Fizz Said Looking Me Straight In The Eye."Well I Guess I'm A Weak Woman." I Said As Tears Went Down My Face.He Then Came To Me And Gave Me a Hug."But Its Just The Internet And Plus Its Not Being Weak,its Just You Love Him,Its Nothing But Love." He Said Trying To Coax Me." No I'm Weak! I'm Weak,Niave,And Easily Able To Forgive People, Everyone Walks Over Me,Because I'm Weak!" I Said As I Cried."No No Ashley You're Not Weak,You're A Strong Woman Who Just Wants Your Marriage to Last And I Know You Love August Thats Why You Do What you Do. And I Can Tell You August Really Loves You,Before And After you Left The Studio All He Talked About was How He Loves You and Whenever Your Name Was Mentioned He Would Smile Real Big And Blush,the Dude Loves You." he Said As He Went Through My Hair."Then Why Does He Cheat On Me?" I Said As I Cried. He Wiped My Tears And Said"Ashley I Wish I Could Answer That,But Just Know He Loves You A lot." He then Wiped My Tears And Held Me Tight.he Then Let Go And Said"it Will Be Ok." I Got Up And Put The Empty Bowl in The Sink. Thats When August Came In The Kitchen."Well I Need To Get Going" Fizz Said." Alright." I Said As I gave Fizz A Hug."Aight" August Said as He Dapped Fizz.Fizz Then Left The House And The Other Boys Left Also,Leaving Me in August In The Kitchen. I Began to Wash My Dish.August Then Wrapped His Arm Around Me From Behind And Started Kissing My Neck."It Looks Like You've Been Crying Whats Wrong?" August Said As He Kissed My Neck."Nothing,But Can You Just Promise Me You Won't Cheat On Me Ever Again."I Said As He Kissed My Neck And I rinsed The Bowl."I Can't Make Promises Ashley."August Said As He Kissed My Neck.I Then turned Towards him and Pushed Him Off Me."August What You Mean I Can't Make Promises?!!!I Shouldn't Have To get You To Promise Me Not To Cheat In The First Place August!!" I Yelled At Him."Ashley I'm Just Kidding My main Priority Is You And My Kids I want You No Other Woman,I'm A Changed Man I Promise I Won't Cheat." He Said As He lift His Pinky finger. I Then Wrapped My Pinky Fingered Around His And He Gave Me A Kiss."I Love You Ashley." August Said As He Picked Me Up."I Love You Too Baby" I Replied.I Then Gave Him A Kiss and He Put Me Down .August Mom Then Came Downstairs with Hers Bags And Said" I'm about To Leave." August Then Said"Alright,Is The Kids Still Sleep?"She Then Said"Nope They're In Yall Room Watching Tv."August Then Went Through His Hair And Said "Oh Ok." We Then Said Our Goodbyes And She Left.I Then Went Upstairs With The Kids In My Room As August turned Everything Off In The Studio And Came Upstairs With Us.We All Laid In Bed And Watched Tv. I Maybe A Weak Woman,But I'm Being Weak For The Sake Of My Family.😕