over and over [verkwan]✔

👰 45.

Hong Jisoo

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jisoo: i guess we do really need to talk about this.

jisoo: who knows. maybe you are totally one of us now, aren't you?

jisoo: you dont have to hide it from us. we are also a member of that, we just need assurance.

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vernon: i dont know.

vernon: i still dont know what am i feeling right now

vernon: i have a thing on my mind that keeps me saying to 'do that'.

vernon: hyung, honestly, i dont know.

jisoo: what are you feeling whenever you are with him?

jisoo: what are your heart reacts whenever you are around him?

vernon: i...i dont know 😞

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jisoo: guess you really need to think about your sexuality.

jisoo: whatever it is, were here with you.

vernon: hyung, if im really like you and hyungs...

vernon: i can't lose him

jisoo: what are you saying?

vernon: i cant lose seungkwan.

jisoo: there's nothing you may lose. in fact he'll be probably happy

jisoo: let me guess, you're happy with him, right?

vernon: yeah, usually. i also felt that when im around with the troops (tropa). there's nothing new

jisoo: are you really sure?

jisoo: the feeling? you felt just common when you're with him and us?

vernon: apparently?

vernon: but i got more excited when his around.

vernon: is that the sign?

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jisoo: maybe. i was just like that when i first saw seokmin, i never knew that it would grow like that. sabi ko sa sarili ko na lalaki ako, that a man only belongs to woman, but when seokmin and i got close. ang sabi ko, hindi naman siguro masama na magmahal ng kagaya ko. i love seokmin, i know it.

jisoo: our parents accepted who i am. at first hindi sila makapaniwala, pero i proved them na hindi masama na magmahal ng kagaya ko. i love seokmin, at ngayon dalawang taon na kame.

jisoo: maybe you were like me. pero sana maaga mong mapagisipan dahil kapag pinatagal mo pa, baka may makuha ng iba

jisoo: wala namang masama magmahal ng kagaya ng kasarian natin

jisoo: love is for everyone, no boundaries, no gender, no race.

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vernon: that's so deep.

vernon: pero what do you mean sa, baka makuha ng iba? is there something na umaaligid kay seungkwan?

jisoo: im not sure with this one.

jisoo: he's into him as far as i know

jisoo: but dont worry, seungkwan doesn't feel the same as 'that' person is to kwan

vernon: who's that?

vernon: para masabi ko kay kwan na nandyan sya

jisoo: seungkwan's aware of that. you dont have to say it to him

jisoo: i bet, its doyoon.

vernon: ive heard that name before, di ko lang matandaan kung kelan at saan

jisoo: basta, vernon. pagisipan mo mabuti yung nararamdaman mo. remember that were always be here with you no matter what.

jisoo: i need to go, i still have cases to deal with.

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vernon: okay then, thanks for the time, hyung. :)

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jisoo: 👍🙏

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alam ko wala kayong naintindihan, ako ren e. wala din akong naintindihan hahaha. intindihin nyo nalang dyan naman tayo magaling diba? ang intindihin ang isang bagay kahit mahirap hehe. -.-