girl crush [ idols x idol!oc ]

girl crush [ twenty six ]

it was yet another late night, and i had nothing else to do but roam around with my board near where our dorm was. i couldn't tell the girls that the relationship was fake because slowly, i was starting to feel like i wanted everything to be nothing less than true. how, or why, maybe because of how donghyuk has been there for me.

i didn't get to talk to sanha or the rest of my friends yet, and i wasn't sure if we were on good terms, but i didn't know how to approach them. i mean, i didn't have any problem with felix and dahyun because number one, felix told me that he would support me with anything no matter what even if it involved the world turning against me, and dahyun knew my frustrations about donghyuk. about hansol, i don't know much becausewe hadn't contacted each other since the solo album has been released.

turning to a corner, i almost slipped from my board when i saw sanha himself walking with a cap and a mask on. i blinked an eye, and then i was surprised when he spoke.

"n-noona, i wanted to say sorry about when i got mad when i found out that donghyuk hyung and you are dating. i was just upset because you didn't tell me sooner, and that i kind of wished you were in a relationship with eunwoo hyung no latter how annoying he can get-"

"sanha! you little kid, don't think about it. i missed you, you don't know how I couldn't sleep thinking you were so mad at me. aish, such an idiot," i said, and then he looked at me weirdly.

"yah, sooji, why are you being so soft at me? where's the crazy little noona who is more playful than i am?" he said, making me chuckle. i'm just so happy that we're alright now!

"yah, i'm your noona! besides, i'm just happy that we don't have any bad blood between us," i replied, making him smile and nod at me.

"i guess. by the way, when are you gonna perform or be out of your hiatus anyway?" asked sanha, making me widen my eyes when i realized.

"o-omo! i'm out of the hiatus next week! yay!" i said, and then he chuckled.

"oh man, i hope to see you performing with that boyfriend of yours. but if he dares to hurt you, i'll instantly burn down ikon's dorm, seriously," said sanha, making the both of us laugh.

as we were laughing, i felt someone grab the collar of my shirt. i knew exactly who would do that to me.

"minsoo unnieeeee! i'm sorry! i didn't mean to sneak out, i just needed some fresh airrrrr!" i tried reasoning out, but she just clicked her tongue and shook her head before answering.

"stop trying to fool me, sooji. i heard your footsteps and when you muttered how you missed sneaking out," said minsoo unnie, making me facepalm. how stupid can i actually get?

"um, can i go home now? I don't want moonbin hyung to do the same thing to me, jeez, he can lift me up with ease and throw me wherever direction he'd like." said sanha, shivering as if that thought brought chills down his spine. i chuckled, and then nodded.

"take care, kiddo," i said, and then sanha nodded before jogging away.

why was he in this area anyway? did he really go here so that we could talk, or he just happened to stumble upon me? nevertheless, it was good that we are now on good terms.

when i thought that i was free, the chilling voice of minsoo unnie destroyed my peaceful state.

"you're banned from using that board of yours for a month,"

um, okay. how can i survive sleepless nights? after i sighed heavily, i suddenly felt my phone vibrating so i checked it.

from: dongdong
sooji-ah, i can't sleep. how are you? anyway, good evening! you should probably sleep because it's getting too late, rest up, okay?

i smiled, as i looked at his message. he was so caring. i wonder... are those real or just a part of ceo's plans?

"okay, let's just get back home. i wish donghyuk messaged you sooner so you'd never wander off somewhere," minsoo unnie muttered, making me furrow my brows.

"how'd you know it was donghyuk?" i asked, confused.

"well, whenever someone talks about him or when you are texting with him, you have that stupidly cheesy smile across your face. i don't know how we didn't think you guys were dating back then, but it's always been like that after the first day we practiced together with ikon, and that's why i tried to make you stay away from him, or him to stay away from you. i didn't know you already were together. ugh, but i'm happy it's him and not someone else," unnie said, making ,e widen my eyes.

really? i do that?