Love is Odd (Completed)

7.Heartbreaks and Confusions

Sarah's POV

He kissed me.

His lips were so soft against mine. It took me some seconds to process what just happened. It felt so right. I started to kiss him back. I felt so calm. It made me feel so special. The feeling that I never experienced.

After a few seconds realization hit me.

What am I doing? Am I kissing Noah? OH. My. God. What have I done? This should have never happened. 

I pushed Noah and ran away from. I was so ashamed right now. I did not think of anything else, took a cab and went home.

I got in my bed and started thinking about tonight's events. 

Did I regret the kiss? 

Yes.

No. My conscience stated.

Yes, I did.

No. You did not, stupid girl.

Yes, I did. Just shut up stupid conscience.

I did not have answers to my question. I just fought with my conscience. 

Why did I feel different?

Why does it feel so different at his touch? 

Why does he make me feel so different?

Not getting my answers I drifted off to sleep.

What a day!

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The next day I got up as usual and got ready for school.

I switched off my phone as last night I didn't want to talk to anyone.

I switched it on to see 65 missed calls and 130 messages from Leah and Lily.

I knew I was in trouble. Again. I felt guilty for making them worried.

I took my bag and went to school.

I did not want to talk to anyone. I felt so uneasy. I just wanted to run far away from here. I quietly went to my locker, took my books and headed for my first period.

I did not want to meet or talk to anyone. I hung my head down and started going my way.

But as unlucky was my lucky charm I bumped into Noah.

Freaking Noah!

"Um, um, Sarah-"

"You see, I - We, Um-" He stammered.

I felt so disgusted. Why did he need to show his face when I didn't want to see him? 

"Can you please move? I don't have time for shit," I shouted.

By now the whole corridor was looking at us. 

Great! Just great!  How unlucky my day can be? When I did not want any attention I was literally getting all the attention.

"What? Is a family drama going on over here?" I shouted at them. 

By the time Leah and Lily also arrived at the scene. They both gave confused expressions.

Noah was looking at me like he had seen a ghost.

I gave Noah a glance, pushed him and started heading for my class.

"Sarah, wait," Lily shouted from behind.

I did not listen to her and continued walking.

Leah seized my hand from behind and pulled me.