//That Fateful Night\\ (chanlix ff)

Complications

I looked down at my phone shocked and kind of excited, I clicked onto the message notification opening it

                                                                                                           Binnie: hey there 

Felix: hi binnie

                                                                                     Binnie:I'm sorry I left so early before even though you were kind enough to respond to my letter.

Felix: its fine haha it was my pleasure 

                                                                         Binnie: I know its kind of soon but i'd like you to meet me in person

I held my phone kind of shakily, even though this person seemed very kind we haven't talked much and the thought of meeting them in person suddenly made me feel uneasy. I thought this was something I wanted but now i'm not so sure, the person I truly wanted to see right now would show up and leave in a split second, I shook away chans image that popped up in my head suddenly doubt about his feelings filled my mind, I was nothing more than a human he was forced into having feelings for. I took this sudden pain In my heart and used it as a form of will to respond to their message

Felix: sure i'd love to

Will I regret this....

                                                                            Binnie: yay I'm glad, when will you be free

No this I what I have to do.....

Felix: um well I have school so around 5 is fine

                                                                           Binnie: ok how about 5 at the local café on 5th street 

Why can't you be content with what you have Felix.....

Felix: sounds good

So greedy.....

Binnie didn't respond after that, I threw my phone back on my bed and laid down pushing the chicken aside, maybe i'd have a better chance with this binnie person, sure I didn't know chan very well, but the little things I did know only made me like him more, before I knew it I guess I had started growing extremely fond of him. But we're so different it makes things so complicated. I just need to forget about him maybe that'll make things easier on both of us, but he told me he wanted to get to know me...but is that truly his choice. I sighed to myself and rolled over I need to focus on the positive more easier to understand thing at hand -meeting this secret admirer maybe i'll end up liking them more than these complicated feelings. I smiled hopefully to myself and drifted to sleep.     

{next morning}

I woke up and did my normal routine before heading out to my bus stop, against my internal conflict last night to avoid chan I still packed extra food for him, it felt almost as if I was the one who imprinted I started to feel like I could no longer go without his presence. I met up with jisung, jeongin, and hyunjin. Sure I just met hyunjin but I can already tell I like him, and he treats our innie like he's the only thing that matters to him. Jisung however butted heads with him every now and again but its natural it's honestly kinda funny to see them bicker. Today was kinda slow and I was pretty silent the whole day til finally it was lunch. I was nervous for some reason but I made my way to the roof, what if he's not there, no he should be. I opened the door and there sat a person in a black hoodie. Chan looked over at me and smiled