Never Letting Go / Solby

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colby's pov
(friday)
brennen hasn't stopped trying to get with me. the amount of times i'd told him to fuck off, yet he never understood it. like now.

"i swear to fucking god brennen, leave me alone before i smash your face in," i growled, trying to walk faster to avoid him.
"the only think you'll be smashing is me. and besides, you don't like the ugly blonde boy, hell, you don't even know him," brennen laughed, aggravating me deeply.
"i will not be smashing you, you desperate fuck, and don't you dare call him ugly. you don't know shit brennen, he is so much better than you, but you refuse to admit that i don't like you. seriously, if you loved me you'd leave me alone," i scoffed, reaching my car and throwing myself into the drivers seat. brennen attempted to run round to the passenger side, but i locked the doors before he could reach it.
"you know what? fuck you colby!" brennen yelled, walking away. i rolled my eyes and sighed, driving home. my thoughts were filled with all sorts as i drove home. was my mom still at work? does she know i'm gay? does she know about brennen?

"hey colby," my mom smiled warmly as i walked into the house.
"hey! what's cooking? smells good," i grinned back, placing my bag down on the countertop.
"apple pie," she gave me a look saying 'i know you love it'.
"you know i love it. especially when you make it. is gage home yet?" i asked. gage was my older brother, who was at college. it was one nearby though, so he stayed during the week and came home on friday nights, staying for the weekend.
"yeah, he's upstairs, darling. go say hi," she smiled, as she had been since i got back.
"will do," i smiled and kissed her cheek, jogging up the stairs.
"colby!" gage exclaimed, spinning round on his desk chair.
"hey!" i laughed.
"how was school this week?" he asked with a smile.
"well... wasn't the best. you know brennen?" i started, gage turning his full attention onto me. he nodded.
"well he likes me, more than a friend way, and obviously," i lowered my tone. "you know i'm gay. he thinks i'm madly in love with him just like he is with me. but i really don't like him that way. and then on monday, he tried to kiss me, and i pushed him away and then shouted at him telling him it would never work out but i genuinely forgot to tell him that i don't like him so he had the idea in his head that i like him when i don't, so i stormed off, and then this guy walked in, and holy fuck, just looking at him was amazing.. but then brennen tried beating him up so i stopped him but brennen must've noticed i like him, or kept looking at him, so he thinks and or knows i like him. and then at lunch i was sat by myself, eating my lunch and brennen came to sit with me and said that 'we can't keep ignoring this' and then i shouted at him again saying there's nothing to ignore and that i don't like him and i'm pretty sure he cried i'm not sure, but i went to sit with sam. oh, sam's the boy i like. well i think i like him. i don't know. but he's fucking gorgeous, that's for sure," i grinned stupidly.
"1. brennen really needs to get the hint.
2. colby's got a crusshhhhhhh!
3. what does this sam look like?" gage laughed, tapping his fingers on his leg softly. i grinned and pulled out my phone, showing gage a picture me and sam had taken this week. i only hung around with him this week, and he didn't have any friends himself, being new and all, so it was just the two of us. and i wasn't complaining one bit.
"damn. wish i was that hot," he laughed, turning back around to his desk. i smiled to myself and looked at the picture again.

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