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The Sex Talk (18 +)

A/N: Just want to clarify so no one gets the wrong idea, in what Hoseok's about to describe he's assuming the use of safe words.

"Say what?" She closed her book and lifted her head, scooting up beside him and rolling onto her stomach.

"Sex." She said seriously.

"Okay....what about it?" She pursed her lips as he waited to hear what she had to say, not sure if it would be good or bad. Had Mordecai created some sort of other dysfunction he didn't know about yet?

"Well...I mean obviously we're in a relationship so we'll have it eventually."

"Well yeah, I hope so." She rested her chin in her palm and smiled slightly at his response.

"I was just thinking....about the things I was taught, the things....the things Mordecai did." He reached over to run his fingers through her hair.

"It'll be a big step for us." He was glad she didn't sound resistant. "But we don't have to rush. I'm not going to make you do anything you're uncomfortable with."

"I'm afraid you might do something and I'll have a flashback to him and ruin everything." Hoseok couldn't help it, he snorted, surprising her, and the look she gave him was not a good one.

"Sorry." He chuckled and kept stroking her hair. "I'm not making fun of your concern it's just....well, I mean I've seen him." He leaned forward and down a little to whisper in her ear. "I'm pretty sure he can't come anywhere close to touching what I can do to you." His voice was cocky and Y/N blushed and looked away as he leaned back, looking very smug.

"Probably not." She admitted. He poked her lips and she kissed his finger.

"Do you want me to tell you some of the things I've thought about you?"

"Um...." She looked conflicted.

"You don't really think I'm involved with you and haven't thought about you in that way."

"I...um....try not to think about it actually." She bit her lip. "But, okay. I'm kinda curious." Hoseok took a deep breath. This was it. He had to be honest with her, she had to know what she would eventually be getting into. He thought for a second.

"My favorite one is...." He playfully pulled on some strands of hair. "...I have you handcuffed to my bedpost, with your wrists above your head. Unfortunately that means your shirt is unsavable. But you were a smart girl and wore a strapless bra, with a zipper in front so I can just unzip it and...." He swallowed thickly. "You want me to touch you, you get goosebumps in anticipation. And I do, I want you to feel good. I kiss in between your breasts, I work your nipples with my tongue. You're breathing heavy and you struggle because you want to touch me." He smirked. "I like that, watching you struggle. So open, so helpless under me. I slide your pants down and kiss every inch of your skin. I love touching your thighs, I can't stop, they feel so good under my fingers. I kiss the top of your pantyline and use my teeth to pull your underwear down. And then you're naked under me. You try to pull away but I grab your hips and hold you down." Y/N's breathing had gotten a little heavier. He liked that. He liked that he could turn her on with just words. "You know why I handcuffed you?" She shakes her head, hanging on his every word.

"Because when I have you dripping wet from my tongue I can hold you down and make you take every inch of my cock. Over and over. It will feel so good, you won't be able to handle it. You'll struggle, you'll beg, you'll try to close your legs, and the whole time I'll be holding your thighs open, fucking you, making you take me over and over. And you won't be able to stop me. You'll clench and become so tight and I will force you open, again and again. And when you can't take it anymore, when you're not even sure what your name is, I'll make you give me your orgasm, you'll scream my name, writhing under me, begging me to stop, and I'll take it from you again. And again." He suddenly grabbed her and flipped them over, landing on top of her, his face close to hers as he stared into her eyes.

"And then I'll come, I'll fill you completely up. And when I pull out I'll look down, I'll see it dripping out of you, dripping out of your pussy, and I'll know I'm the reason you look liked someone fucked your brains out." He smiled but it wasn't a kind smile.

"And then I'll uncuff you and turn you over, and you'll be too exhausted to care until I ram my cock into you from behind, until I'm pulling your head back and making your pussy meet every thrust. And you'll come again and beg for relief and I'll just keep making you take my cock until your thighs are covered in my cum. Until you can't hold yourself up anymore. And then....maybe I'll let you sleep." He smiled sweetly at the shocked look in Y/N's eyes.

"Wow." Was all she managed to get out and he sighed and touched his nose to hers.

"I like it rough, Y/N. That'll be me holding back. I'll fuck you on counters and against walls and sometimes you probably won't be able to walk. If you can't handle it you need to tell me now, I don't want to accidentally traumatize you when the time comes." He didn't want to leave her but....he also wasn't sure if he could handle not being satisfied. Did he care about her enough?

"I...I don't know." She admitted quietly. She honestly didn't. She didn't have enough experience. That's what she was saying. But Hoseok heard something else and closed his eyes, trying to not let his disappointment show. And yet....the thought of walking away from her for this....he realized he was probably not going to be able to do it. "I..." It made her feel vulnerable to admit this. But she trusted Hoseok. She cared for him. "I honestly don't know enough to know how I feel about that." Hoseok's eyes opened, his disappointment giving way to confusion.

"How do you not know how you feel about what I just described?"

"I don't have the experience to know." She mumbled, feeling embarrassed.

"But didn't you...."

"My nudes got out there for a reason, Hobi."

"Wait, so...." The wheels in his head were turning.

"I sent them to him, he masturbated to them." Hoseok's eyebrows shot up.

"You're a virgin?" His tone was so surprised and shocked, it was almost funny. But she quickly shook her head.

"No. I mean...he did stick his penis in me. He visited once or twice." Hoseok cocked his head.

"Just that?"

"Just what?"

"That's all he did?"

"Well, we kissed before...."

"Did he even get you wet?"

"We had to use lube." God, she was so embarrassed.

"Oh my god." Her hand came up to cover her face but he quickly removed it and kissed her lips. "I'm sorry. I'm honestly not surprised, but I'm sorry that that's your experience with sex." He kissed her lips again.

"I honestly don't know how I'd feel about anything you said. It sounds nice in theory. It sounds like it requires a lot of trust on my part."

"I think that's why I like it. It shows my partner trusts me."

"I'm willing to experiment, work up to it. I think." This kiss was more passionate. That made him feel happy and her feel nervous.

"I'll show you what you've been missing out on."