Shadows | Clalec

Chapter 60

You know the votes literally went down from something from 100 to 5. This is not motivating me at all to write. It sure as hell is not all about the views and votes but seeing this drop does make me think. So please, vote for each chapter...
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"What?" I asked as I scoffed. Izzy sighed out of annoyance and looked at me as if she was looking at a demon she wanted to kill.

"I just told you half of it. You have to talk to Alec." Izzy said and I frowned.

"But about what?" I asked as I nervously let out a chuckle. Izzy shook her head and folded her arms as she looked at me thorough.

"You are really blinded in his love that you can't even see that he is out there breaking it." Izzy said and a bad feeling hit me straight away.

All the bad feelings I had for the couple of days started to hit me. What was she talking about? Why wouldn't she just tell me?

"What is it? Tell me." I demanded. I was getting angry and frustrated. I saw Izzy looking at me from top to toe before clicking her tongue.

If I wouldn't have know her well, I would have thought that she was enjoying this. Enjoying to see how clueless I was about my boyfriend.

"I don't and should not tell you about it. It is Alec who has to man up and face whatever will happen." Izzy said. I frustrated rolled my eyes and clenched my jaw out of anger.

"You know what. Forget it." I said annoyed.

"Forget all of this." I said and waved my hand just above my chest where Izzy was looking at. Izzy sighed and shook her head.

"Believe me you rather hear it from him than me... It will just pain you more." Izzy said now in a much softer tone.

I could feel the stress inside of me increase and for a second I feared that my powers would take control over my feelings, again. I didn't wanted to hurt anyone. Especially Izzy.

"I just want to know what is going on." I said softly, trying to get my breathing in control. I closed my eyes and started to relax myself.

I knew if I would continued with overwhelming myself with these feelings, it would mean that I wouldn't be able to control my powers and then hurt or ruin something, again.

I felt myself calming down and when I opened my eyes, Izzy was looking at me in worry. I could tell that there was some sort of guilt. I thought the attitude and anger she had was all towards her brother and when she saw me, she just spewed it out like fire.

It was getting a lot for her. It was getting it to her head. I could tell it from Isabelle. She must have know about this certain thing for a long time, long enough to stress her out like this.

It was just unlike Isabelle.

"I am sorry. I shouldn't have said to you like that." She said and I shook my head. The fear I was feeling started to build up inside of me by each second I thought of multiple ways of Alec hurting me after all of this.

I shook my head and swallowed my tears away as I looked up directly into Izzy's eyes.

"No, it's fine. I have to talk to him. I have to know. I want to know." I said and walked away from Izzy without hearing another word from her mouth. I could feel myself lightly as if I was a fear in air. I couldn't feel myself anymore.

The angelic lights were brighter now when the sky outside was darker than usual. I passed some Shadow hunters by while walking towards Alec's room, hoping that he was going to be there.