Shadows | Clalec

Chapter 74

Hello angels! How are all of you doing? I wanted to post more last week but I didn't get the chance to write... I was overloaded with assignments... but I am more free now so that's better! Also enjoy reading this!
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When the dragon was finally down, we finally started walking towards the Morgenstern family house. I was anxious because I didn't know what I had to expect. I didn't know what Jonathan would do if he would see us.

Would he try killing Jace?

Shivers were sent down my spine by just the thought of it. I couldn't even imagine losing Jace. I couldn't. He was the only family I had left and if I would lose him, I would lose it all...

"Hey." Alec said as he looked at me. I guess, he could feel through the parabatai bond that I was anxious. He held my hand tightly which made me feel at least a little bit secure.

"We will get him alive." He said as if he knew what I was thinking about. I nodded with a smile and continued walking.

I stopped walking when I saw a small country house. We were approach near to it and from the looks of it, it looked abandoned. Did Liz lie to us? Did we really waste our time today?

"It looks abandoned." Izzy said as she looked at the house. Alec frowned and walked near to it.

"Alec." I said quick. He turned himself around and gave me a small smile.

"Don't worry. I will be fine." He said and I walked towards him. I hugged him tightly.

"Please be careful. I don't know what Jonathan is up to." I whispered softly. My hands were around him and I leaned my head on his shoulders.

I loved the way I could hear him breathe and feel it. His chest was going up and down slight as I was pressed against him.

"I will be." He said softly as he looked at me. He held my cheek and with his finger, he slightly and softly rubbed my cheek.

I closed my eyes as I enjoyed his touch. I was so afraid to what could happen. To how many people we could lose because of Jonathan. My heart would give in and I would be destroyed.

I couldn't lose more people...

"I will check the perimeter and I will get back to you." Alec said to reassure me and I nodded. I came closer to him and gave him a soft kiss on his lip.

I couldn't imagine a life without him. Where I had to wake up and not see him because I couldn't imagine that. I couldn't imagine living without him because I would be good as dead.

My life laid with him. In his heart, hands. Everything. Everything of him was everything of me and if he would go, I would go.

Without him there was no me.

He smiled and let me go slowly, before running towards the house. He held his arrow and bow up and started checking the perimeter.

"Should we go inside?" I asked as I looked at Magnus. He nodded and started to walk ahead.

"I will stay here. In case if Alec needs help." Izzy said and I nodded.

"Be-" "I know." Izzy interrupted me and smiled. I think she knew how afraid I was. The last time we made Jonathan angry, my mother died.

Not just my mother. His mother died too and he had no remorse in that whatsoever. I knew that he would kill Alec and the rest without even blinking. He doesn't care.

I turned myself around and walked inside the house. It was dark and stuffy. I could barely breathe inside. Magnus frowned as he was looking around. Even to him this looked quite suspicious.

"You found us." I heard Jonathan's ice cold voice. I froze. I couldn't bare to turn myself around so I could face him. This is how scared I truly was of him.

I wasn't scared for me but for the rest. I knew that he wouldn't hurt me physically because he needed me alive but emotionally, he would try to tear me down as much as he could.

That's what all of them tried to do so I could let go and become something dark and evil. That's what Agramon wanted. That's what Valentine wanted and that's what Jonathan wants.

I swallowed and turned myself around. Jonathan's red hair was now much more shorter then the last time I saw him. He came closer and I quickly held my seraph blade up.

Jonathan chuckled as he kissed his teeth.

"Come on, little sister. You know that I would never hurt you." He said and there was something about the way he called me his little sister.

As if he was disgusted of and like he hated me with every cell and nerve he had in his body.

"Where is Jace?" I asked as I looked at him. Jonathan looked away and started to laugh.

"Well, he is somewhere here but you won't be able to get to him." He said and I came closer as I frowned.

"At least not on time." He laughed evilly.

"What have you done, Jonathan?!" I screamed in panic. My heart started to breathe faster and I could feel myself getting angry again.

Jace wasn't going to make it and if he would die, it would be my fault because I thought that I could take on Jonathan. This was his way to punish me, to let him show me that he was greater than me and that I would never be as powerful as him.

I couldn't give a crap about that. I just wanted my brother. I wanted Jace. Here with me and alive... That's all I cared about.

"He can't breathe and soon the water will consume him." He said and I widened my eyes.

"Where is he?!" I shouted as I pressed my seraph blade against his neck. Jonathan laughed again. He wasn't scared at all. He was amused by all of this. He loved every single thing that was going on here.

"A mortal instrument." He answered.

"He is at the lake." Magnus replied. Jonathan pushed me back and I fell onto the wall, and then down on the floor.

"Good luck getting to him on time." He said as he vanished in just a second.

"No!" I shouted as I got up. I saw Alec and Izzy running inside.

"I will create a portal. It will lead us directly to him." Magnus said and he started to open up a portal.

I started to breathe rapidly and squeezed my eyes shut as I went through my hair with my fingers.

I was going to lose him.

Jace could die.