Warning: Homophobic slurs and/ or life threatening thoughts. Read at your own risk!!
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It's after school now and me and Stan are heading to his house.
We are both walk in the door.
His moms at work right now.
We walked down stairs into his room shutting the door.
He smirked at me.
We threw our bags on the ground.
I came over to him and started unbuttoning Stans shirt.
"Is this where you wanted me to put it?" i asked as i ran my fingers along his caller bone.
"mhm" He hummed as he sat down on his bed.
I leaned over him and kissed him.
I kissed his jaw, moving down to is neck but making sure not to leave hickeys.
I moved down to his caller bone leaving a love bite on him.
For our first time we were quite good at it.
One thing is bothering me though.. I can't get Eddie out of my head.
He's just always there ever since we almost kissed.
"God damn" Stan said smiling.
"Stan we gotta talk" I said sitting down mext to him.
"Why?" he asked.
"well.. it's about us" I said looking down.
He buttoned his shirt back up.
"Okay.." he said knowing what was coming next.
"And about Eddie too.. i'm guessing" he said placing his hand on mine.
"Yeah.." i said scratching the back of my head.
"Do you like him?" he asked me.
"I mean... i don't know I just can't stop thinking about him and I don't wanna be thinking about him while i'm with you" i said looking at him.
"Richie you know i'm not mad at you right? Like i already called it and you knew that" he said.
"So we didn't ruin our friendship?" i asked him.
"No of course not" Stan said.
"i-i- i love you Richie.. i want to keep you as close as i can" Stan said looking down.
"l-love me?" I asked him.
"Yeah" he said resting his head on my arm.
"Babes i will always have a place for you in my heart, i just don't want to hurt you" I said looking at him.
"You will always be my first love" Stan said turning my head towards him.
