Warning: homophobic slurs are/ or life threatening thoughts. Read at ur own risk!!!!!!
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I didn't get the job.
I walked downstairs to where my mom was sitting.
"Hey mom" i asked her.
"Yea?" she asked me.
"Can i move back next year when i turn 18?" i asked her.
"I mean, that is if you can afford to" she said smiling.
I probably won't be able to afford a apartment but i can save up for a train ticket and just live at Stans.
Or Bills.
"Okay thanks mom" i said going back upstairs.
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A few months go by.
Me and Eddie wrote back to eachother the first couple months but after that he stopped answering my letters.
I knew Eddie would forget about me i just knew it.
Everyone probably forgot about me.
Since Eddie stopped sending me letters i've been cutting my legs, arms and i've been starving myself for weeks at a time.
Yes, i eat but only for a week every two weeks.
I don't feel attractive anymore.
I lost the best thing going for me.
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Word count: 183
Reason being this is just a filler.
So not a lot on here :)
sorry
