Take Me Home

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We pulled up to the base and I stared down at my lap in silence, playing around with my hands. "You okay Jinnie?" Hoseok asked and I looked up suddenly. "Maybe this is a bad idea. If I'm not part of the gang I shouldn't be here." I say and shake my head. "I'll just walk home. It's fine." I quickly get out and attempt to walk away but run into Taehyung. "What if we say we're discussing a business deal? You really need to stop giving us half your pay anyways." He says, setting his hands on my shoulders and looking into my eyes.

"Okay. Business. Yeah, I can handle that." I huff and stuff my hands in my pockets and stare down at my feet as I walk, his arm around my waist. I'm dressed head to toe in black, ripped jeans, a sweatshirt and closed black heels, I nearly blend into the night. "Look who came back!" I hear as Hoseok enters the room before us. "Wher-" Jin doesn't get through his question before Tae and I walk through the door. "Jinnie?" Jungkook asks and I bite my lip, looking around and slowly batting my long black lashes. "Hey guys." I say softly and lean against Taehyung.

"What are you doing here?" Yoongi asks and I look over at him, deciding what to say. "I told her we need to make up some sort of deal, it's not alright for her to keep giving away half of her pay." Tae jumps in and I nod, sitting down beside him and crossing my ankles. I slowly use my tongue to wet my lips before speaking and notice Namjoon and Yoongi each quickly looking away from me. "I really screwed up with you guys, like I screw up everything in my life. But I..." I sigh and hang my head, running a hand through my hair.

"What I'm trying to say is that I keep giving away money to you because it's the only way I can say I'm sorry for leaving." I can't make myself raise my head, even when Tae is gently rubbing my back in an encouraging manner. "Why don't you just say you're sorry you left and come back?" Jin breaks the silence and I feel like I'm trying to swallow a huge lump in my throat. "I can't because I'm going to mess up again. God I am the worst person on earth because somehow I can always fuck up anything or anyone I actually like." I groan and bury my head in my hands.

"Jinnie you are not the worst person on earth." Namjoon says and I sigh into my hands. "Well I'm definitely not any type of saint." I mutter and everyone laughs softly. "What's so wrong with acting like you actually like us?" Hoseok asks and I look up at him, running my hands through my hair. "Because as it turns out, I have a heart, and when my heart starts to make decisions for me I lose control over every aspect of my life. I don't want to drag you guys down with me." Tae pulls me into his arms and rests his chin on the top of my head.

"Please come back. We really aren't the same without you." Namjoon says and I shift my gaze to him. "If or when we have another fuck up we'll work it out, okay?" Jungkook asks and I nod, a tiny smile making it's way onto my lips. "Okay, I can work with that." I nod and they all let put a cheer, Tae kisses my cheek and I giggle at their antics. "Bangtan?" Yoongi looks over at me and I smile. "I'm Bulletproof." I tell him and we share a smile.

"Maybe this time we put in place some, 'no sleeping around' rules?" Jimin says, the first thing I've heard him say since I got here. I blush and brush hair away from my face. "That's a good idea." Jin nods and Namjoon chuckles, running a hand through his hair. I sneak a look at Suga who doesn't even look bothered. I can see him tapping his fingers against the armrest of the chair he's sitting in, the only sign of any emotion. I know he's worried though because lately I've been meeting up with him much like what when down with Joon.

"Oh, we've already got another mission." Jimin says, and I notice him looking down at his phone. "Big money, a private investigator and his partner were trying to bust open a sex trafficking ring and the woman's cover got blown. They need someone to get inside and get her out, the legal way isn't something that matters anymore." He reads it out and I tap my nails together slowly, thinking. "I can get in, less makeup, more youthful clothes, no weapons and a new alias and I can pass as a minor. I need to get onto their radar so they'll take me in." I say quickly, my mind running at the speed of light.

"Whoa, wait. Hold up. We aren't gifting you the the sex traffickers. You do know how that whole thing works right?" Hoseok asks and I shrug. "I can handle myself, that woman obviously can't. Somebody has to do something." I say and cross my arms. "I will go solo if I have to." I add and look around the room, my words silencing everybody. "Jinnie, think this through." Namjoon says and I roll my eyes. "I already did. She needs help and I can get in, after that it's only a matter of getting back out alive." I shrug and he sighs.

"How will be track you. We can't send you in with a com or a wire, you'll be killed within seconds." Jungkook says and I look at Jin. "How small can you make a listening device?" I ask and he shrugs his shoulders. "What do you have in mind?" I pull my hair back to uncover my ears and then point to my earrings. "If you make a set I can have a tracker and a listening device." I say and he slowly narrows his eyes. "It's either that or you make one slightly bigger and I pierce my tongue." I shrug like it's not big deal but Jin shakes his head. "No, I can do it. I know I can." He quickly gets up, grabs Jimin by the arm and drags him away.

"I need a whiteboard and a marker. Don't question it, this is my process for going under cover." I say and Hoseok goes to get the items for me. "Look guys, I can handle myself. It's not like I'm actually going to be a sex slave for the rest of my life. I'll get out, with our reward." I say and kiss Tae's cheek because he looks nervous. "I know we're a little unstable right now, but trust me. It'll be a lot easier if I go in, men don't get out as easy." I say and throw my hair into a ponytail. "Now, let's get to work." I say and look around at their worried faces.

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