Y/n's POV
*flash back*
I sat on the swings at a public park in the dark.
My clammy hands held the cold steal chains tightly.
My hair was done to perfection and a beautiful red dress clang to my curves I wore horrible black heals that made my feet hurt but my legs look amazing.
A open trench coat kept me warm in the cold Chicago weather.
My make up was simple but beautiful.
Grey smoky eyes shadow, mascara and red lipstick.
Another guy chose my sister over me tonight.
I took my heals off and threw them to the side they landed in the sand missing the grass and concrete the heals were covered in sand inside and out.
I took my h/c hair out of this bun, my hair looked like a mess a tangle of h/c strings.
I was crying making my make up smudge.
I was 17 and guys already chose my 16 year old sister over me.
Perfect!
I wiped my eyes and laid my head in my hands covering my face.
Why do I even try anymore?
Everyone will choose her over me!
Be honest Y/n there's only one guy you want to court you.
But he's your best friend.
He'd never like you like that.
He probably likes- my thoughts are cut off by my swing being swung.
My hands instinctively went to the cold chains for safety.
When I feel safe again I see Edward laughing on the swing next to me.
"What's so funny?" I asked playfully glaring at him.
"You should have seen your face!" He laughed.
I blushed hopefully it wasn't too bad.
I fake a laugh.
He than looked me in the eye and took me in.
His eyes scanned my clothes first than my hair then my face.
His cheeky smile disappeared and was replaced with concern.
"By the dress you are wearing I'm guessing your dad arranged a courting but the guy chooses between you and your younger sister" Edward states.
I nodded confirming his thoughts.
"And by your shoes in the sand your hair all knotty and mascara smudged and the tears in your eyes and tear stained cheeks who ever it was chose your sister over you" Edward stated.
I nodded again more tears leaving my e/c eyes.
Edward shook his head.
"Well they're just stupid and don't deserve you" Edward stated.
I laughed and shook my head.
"Maybe I'm not good enough for anyone and nobody would ever want to court me or even look at me I'm going to die alone" I mumbled feeling the tears spring up in my eyes.
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FanfictionY/n is your average teenager. Or so everyone thought. You see y/n isn't just your average teenager she's a vampire has been since 1918. She doesn't drink human blood only animals. She's beautiful just like the rest of her kind. But the one thi...
