What Am I (5)

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After Jack left I moved to Maine to work with my father. Surprisingly he offered me a good job even though I didn't have my high school diploma and had no intention of getting one. I realized that the only reason I went to school was to be around Jack and without him there I didn't have anything so I dropped out. He was basically the only thing that I did anything for. I worked day in and day out to get money so I could one day see him in concert and to my luck, he was coming to Maine with his band and I would get to see him. Of course, he was still my boyfriend and insisted that I didn't have to pay I still did and I ever got myself a met and geet pass to see him and his bandmates.

As I waited in line with all the other people I realized just how much they all loved him and I wondered to myself if I loved him or not. I thought about this as I waited in line to see him by the time I was at the front of the line I knew how I felt about him. As I walked in to see him I took a deep breath and then rushed over to him. When his eyes met him he rushed over to me and pulled me into a big hug "I missed you" he whispered in my ear I smile as we pull away I roll my eyes "what it's only been a couple months" I joke he smiles "it was hell" he tells me I look at his bandmates "for some reason I don't believe you" I tell him he kisses me deeply "you should" he says I giggle "and why is that?" I ask him "cause I'm in love with you," he tells me "I know you are but what am I" I sigh deeply

Knowing that I didn't have to much time I quickly explain to him "Jack you know me so well and I've been thinking a lot. I think I need this time away from you to figure out my emotions because I didn't think anyone could love me I couldn't let myself love you. So now I just need time to explore who I am and see if I do" I explain he nods "are you breaking up with me?" he asks sadly I shake my head "No jack I know you're good for me besides if I let you go now there's no telling if I'll get you back" I joke he laughs with me for a second "let's get a picture with the boys before you go" he says leading me over to his bandmates we smile for the camera "I'll see you at the show" I tell him he smiles "I'll be the one on stage" he jokes I roll my eyes "and I'll be front row cheering for you the loudest" I tell him happily

 So now I just need time to explore who I am and see if I do" I explain he nods "are you breaking up with me?" he asks sadly I shake my head "No jack I know you're good for me besides if I let you go now there's no telling if I'll get you back" I ...

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