The 911 Journey and me (Book 1) (on hold)

Chapter 11 - Visit to Jimmy's

Despite having only a few hours sleep the night before, the day had finally arrived when I would have to tell Jimmy how I felt. This was the day that I had been dreading ever since Kate told Lee and Spike that I liked Jimmy and hoped that I would never have to go through.

That morning, I sent a text to Jimmy asking him if we could have a chat as I needed to tell him something as I couldn't tell him over the phone. He replied 'ok, do you want to come round to mine? I replied if that's ok and he replied with his address.

That was one of the hardest texts that I had to send especially as it was to Jimmy.

I got myself ready and worked out in my head what I was going to say. Before I left the house I sent a text message to let him know that I was leaving. I finally had arrived at Jimmy's and sat in my car for a bit and took a few deep breaths even though I was really nervous. I got out of the car and slowly walked up to Jimmy's and rang the bell. Jimmy answered the door and said hi 'Louise and replied hi Jimmy. Jimmy took my coat and showed me into the living room. I didn't really notice what his house was like as I was so nervous. Jimmy said 'please sit down'. I sat down as Jimmy sat opposite me. I thanked him again for the photos that I had taken with him at the gig. A few minutes later Jimmy said whatever it is you have to tell me just take your time. He asked me what I wanted to talk about so I started to tell him about the row I had with Kate back in the hotel. Jimmy asked me what the row was about and that's when I explained everything to him and told him how I felt. By this time I was in tears as Jimmy held my hand as I didn't know he'd react. He said he sort of knew when I started to act quiet around him after we first met and when I was in the taxi with Lee after meeting them for the first time.

After I told him all this, he asked why I didn't tell him sooner. I said because I didn't want to embarrass him or myself so he gave me a hug.

Now everything was out in the open, I asked Jimmy what are we going to do?

He said he didn't know and a few minutes later I was about to go when he pulled me back and we briefly kissed.

After we had kissed Jimmy looked so confused and shocked.

A few minutes later I said I'd better go and we said goodbye.