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River's expression is priceless. I walk past him to the front door. He just stands there, looking at me. His beautiful eyes intensly look up and down my body. I admit, I loved it when he looked at me like that. It was one of the reasons why I wore such a dress and I put so much effort in my make up and hair only for him.

Everything is for him.

But he would never be mine. Even though a part of me still hopes for it. My brain knows that damn well but my heart can't seem to comprehend because I keep wanting to be with him even though I act as if I don't want him anywhere near me, it's absolute bullshit.

I put the same air forces on as River's. I smile at the tought of us walking in together, just like a couple. If only he knew how I really felt about him. My dad literally send him to look after me and even though I know he isn't doing this because of his own will, it still made my stomach heat up.

'River make sure she won't be drinking and if any boys come up...'
I don't listen to the other bullshit my dad is currently telling River as I walk out of the house. My legs slowly make their way to River's car. His car suits him well as it's a mat black mercedes. It's a fancy car wich is weird considering everyone says he's family is poor as their buisness went bankrupt. Maybe he bought it with the money my dad gives him. I wonder how much he will give River for going with me.

I just stand their akwardly while River makes his way to the car also. His eyes are placed on my dress, he doesn't look me in the eyes. I understand how the thight dress affects him.

Finally his eyes meet mine again. He walks up to me. He unlocks the car and surprisingly he opens the car door for me. So he's at least a gentleman. I sit down in the passenger's seat while River starts up the car. My eyes rest on his hands. God even his hands are sexy. I feel the heat inside of my stomach building up. How does he have such an affect on me ?

He looks really concentrated on the road and I let my eyes wonder to his face again. It is a blessing to look at. My eyes wonder over his defined jawline. At this point I am just drooling over him. His car comes to a stop at the red light.

Suddenly his right hand is placed on my tigh while his left one is still on the weel. My world stops. My breathing stops. My body just stops. Everything fucking stops when his hand makes contact with my bare skin. I feel this really good feeling in my stomach when he touches me. But he has never touched me like this, not so close. His hand slowly moves up higher. His head turns to mine. He has a very dark stare. The stare of someone who was ready to risk it all and I bet I have the same stare right now. I am ready to risk it all. My eyes scan his beautiful face. In this lighting he looks even more attractive if that's even possible. My eyss wonder down his plump lips. I bite my bottom lip. He looks so good.

'Oh Angel.'

It's a soft whisper but I still hear it.

River suddenly squeezes my tigh. I feel an insane shiver run down my spine. Pleasure echoes through my whole body. My mouth leaves a deep sigh. Our faces are so close to eachother right now and I have no idea how to act.

At this point, I just want to know how he feels about me. Because obviously he is somehow also attracted to me and it kinda makes my whole body just freeze. If he actually likes me...

My eyes pierce in his again. Our lips are really close. I know I shouldn't be doing this. I shouldn't be with him. I shouldn't let myself get this close to me. I know it damn well but still, look at me.

Suddenly the green light switches on and River roars through the streets with full speed. His eyes are on the road again but his hand is still placed on my tigh. I don't know why I let him do what he does and wants. I don't know why I don't let any other boy this close to me.

I don't fucking know.

My thoughts are one big mess.

With his hand still on my tigh, we makes it to the house. River silently parks his car. He doesn't look at me when he finally does, he puts his hand off of my tigh.

'Don't dare tell anyone about me working for your dad of what you sa that night.'

'Believe me you're not that interested', I quikly asnwer. He smirks for a split second.
'Bet that's not what you think.'

With the insane heat that returns to my stomach, I leave his car. We both walk up to the beautiful house. There are already so many people here, most of them are from other schools.

'What did my dad mean when he saif Neomi has a dark past ?'
I decide to ask him. He looks a little taken bacn from my sudden question.

'It's not something you should worry about.'

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