Your mine dean

I can't lose you

deans pov

"hey dean I'm gonna go if that's cool with you?!" benny asked. "Uh s-sure..." I replied "Thank you!" benny said as he wrapped his arms around me. He stood on his toes then kissed my cheek. castiel coughed and wrapped his arm around me. benny let go and walked away happily as if nothing happened. cas let go of me and walked to the locker rooms. It was after the hunting the devil crap now and cas and I were at home. I was sitting on his bed and he sat opposite of me not speaking. Probably mad about benny. He is pretty over protective "dean." I heard cas say and I turned to look at him. "Why did you let him kiss your cheek." He said through gritted teeth. "I um I didn't see it coming I couldn't really stop him could I?" As the words left my mouth I realized I said the wrong answer. "Oh so do you let him do it, you didn't even push him off." cas said turning away from me. cassie." I said as I crawled over to the bed and hugged him from the back. "Are you jealous?" I asked trying to hide my amusement. "Never mind." He mumbled as he shook me off from his shoulders. I rushed off the bed to hurry and block the door. He stopped and glared at me. I don't get why he's so mad. "cassie it's okay...I love you." I said wrapping my arms around his waist. "You know that right." I said. He let out a sigh. "Yes of course I do, I love you to...I just..." He sighed. "What?" I asked looking up at him. "I just don't know what I would do if I lost you...that's why I'm so protective. I know it was probably some stupid thing he did because he was excited. But I just, I don't want to lose you. I haven't long got you back from hell and I know I moved in to help fix you but t now now I cant lose you" He said breaking eye contact with me. I squeezed him tighter. "It's okay cas I don't want to lose you either so I will stay by your side." "Thank you, dean." I let go of the embrace and grabbed his hand to lead him to the bed. I pushed him back and laid him down. He leaned back onto the pillows and I crawled on top of him. I kissed him sweetly on his lips, I then bit at his bottom lip and let my rogue slide through. As I tried to dominate he started to push himself off the pillows and push me onto my back. I moaned he ran his hand through my hair. He sucked just below my ear making me moan again. He left a hickey at my collar bone and kissed me again. We made out for a few more minutes and I pulled at his shirt. He pulled away and looked at me cupping my face with his hand. "dean you have an interview soon and we need to find out if it was Crowley or not." cas said. "Ugh fine." I sat back up after kissing him again then I left to get ready in my room.