lost love

dreamt of the past

Type age 14 and a half was getting ready for orientation into high school.
Looking himself over in his bathroom mirror he nodded with a smile.
"You got this."
"Type! It's time to go."
Type took a breathe in.
Then he went too his bed getting his back pack.
Running out he went to the kitchen to see his mother on her phone. Then she put her hand over the receiver to look at type.
"I'm so sorry you have to walk today."
Type nodded grabbing a piece of toast.
"Im off then. Don't want to be too late."
She nodded then went back to her phone.
Type then left to walk the 5 miles to the school.
Walking he felt like someone was following him. Shrugging he kept his pace. He didn't want to be too late.
Then once he got to an opening to a wide area he was pushed to his stomach to the wall.
The person behind him was covering his mouth with there hand and tried to put there hand in his pants.
Before he could do anything the weight was taken off.
"What the hell is wrong with you! What are you over 20! Get out of here!"
Type shivered on the wall with his eyes closed.
Then He felt an hand on his shoulder.
"Um there gone. Your safe now."
Type took a calming breathe to turn around to open his eyes looking up.
The kid looked really handsome. His eyes were beautiful.
Type had to shake his head.
"Um thank you."
The kid nodded then looked type up and down to smile. Type did the same.
They were wearing the same uniform.
"Are you going to the school orientation?"
He nodded.
"Mmm I'm tharn Nagasaki."
"Mmm I'm type yakagizi."
"Do you want to walk together?"
Type nodded.
Then tharn stepped forward to put his arm around types shoulder pulling him out of that place.
After they sat inside of a coffee shop eating sweets.
"Mmmm tharn. I just wanted to say thank you again for earlier."
Tharn nodded.
"No problem. I think its disgusting."
Type looked down to sip at his drink looking to the side.
"Mmm i guess we can't be friends then."
Tharns eyes went wide.
"Why?"
Type took his mouth off to take a deep breathe.
"Im gay."
Tharn looked him up and down then looked at him in the eye.
"So?"
Type cocked his head to the side.
"Uuum You said that was disgusting."
Tharn nodded.
"You didn't see that guy. He was in his 20s at least. You look like a young high school kid. That was disgusting."
Type nodded.
"So.. Can we be friends? You seem nice."
"I try to be."
After that the boys spent almost everday together. They had fun over at each other's houses playing games and doing homework.
Tharns friends didn't care that type was openly gay and types friends didn't care that tharn was straight.
The two boys were basically joined at the hip.
By 15 and a half they were in complete different majors but they tried to still hang out.
Type was in the pool swimming his laps.
Tharn had time to kill and he missed type.
Checking his watch he went to the pool knowing he was possibly there.
Going inside he saw his head bob up when he needed to breathe.
Tharn smiled.
Lately he started to feel something different for him.
Turning to a chair he put his stuff away. Then he took off his shirt and pants.
When type got to the end he looked to. The side off him seeing someone had jumped in.
Coming up type shook his head.
"What are you doing?"
He chuckled.
Then tharn swam to him to then splash him with water. Laughing hard he then splashed back.
They then horsed around splashing, racing and trying too see who could hold there breathes the longest.
Getting tired type went to the side with his back to the wall to lay out his arms to the side on top of the edge to breathe with his eyes closed.
Tharn was treading water looking up and down at type getting that weird feeling again. He saw what the water had done too types lips and tharn wanted to kiss them.
Breathing in he had been wanting to kiss them for months.
Biting his lip he swam closer to put his hands to the edge making him stay still.
Feeling tharn on his body he opened his eyes.
Tharns eyes were on his lips.
Type was confused.
Then tharn put his hand up to types face to rub his thumb on those glistening red lips.
Type gulped. This didn't seem real. He had a crush on tharn since they first met but tharn was straight. Even though he never saw him with a girl.
Tharn gulped.
Then he closed his eyes to pull himself closer.
Types eyes went wide.
This can't be real.
Then tharns lips were on his.
Types eyes drifted shut.
Tharn started to get more into the kiss. He poked his tongue out seeking entrance. Type then opened his mouth to mimick tharns tongue movements.
This was un real. Tharn your friend, your crush is kissing you.
Type smiled while he kissed tharn.
Then type started to get a little too excited.
Opening his eyes in embarrassment his mind worked.
He is probably just doing this for curiosity.
Taking a breathe in he went down into the water unlocking there kiss.
Tharn looked down confused.
"Hey?"
Then type swam to the stairs getting out.
Tharn watched type go to a chair to put a towel on his head covering his head.
Tharn went forward to put his arms over the edge then placed his head on them, smiling.
He could tell type was blushing.
"Um lets pretend that didn't hhappen."
Then Type turned to walk to the locker room.
Tharn turned his head to the side watching type til he disappeared.
"What if i don't want to?"
The next week type was avoiding tharn.
By Friday he was in his art classroom working on an art project.
He didn't know what to do.
Type missed tharn but they were friends and what they did confused him.
Soon he heard foot steps, looking up and then to the side he looked back to the painting to put more red on it.
Tharn then sat down to the side looking at it.
"So...your avoiding me?"
Type flinched.
"Uuum."
"Type i was serious when i kissed you and....i want to do it again."
Type put his brush down to shift his body to tharns.
"Let me guess your curious?"
Tharn shook his head.
"Your just experimenting?"
"Type i like you More then a friend."
Types lips parted confused.
Tharn gulped.
"Type? Will you go out with me? We would have to keep it a secret but."
Type had wrapped his arms over tharns neck putting his lips on his unaware what would come of there secret relationship.
Too the present:
Type opened his eyes to groan in pain. He got up to run to the bathroom puking in the toilet holding his stomach. Type was in a large amount of pain.
Shivering he laid his back to floor shaking his head.
"I should have gone to the hospital."
Reaching his hand in his pocket he pulled out his phone.
Fluke: mmmmm what?
Type: fluke?
Fluke: type? Are you okay? Its 3 in the morning.
Type: mmmm i need to go to the er.
Fluke rolled his eyes Mad at himself for not taking type to the hospital 5 hours ago.
Fluke: mmm okay ill be there in 20.
Type: I'm sorry.
Fluke: no no no. I told you to call me. Ill be there soon.
Type: thank you. I owe you one.
Then he turned the phone off to turn himself on the side wrapping his arms around his mid section. Then he hit his forehead to the floor.
"Why did you have to dream about your past!"
Then type squeezed his eyes tight.
"Mmm hurry fluke!"