lost love

let's just get this over with

Past 3 weeks into dating.
Type was avoiding tharn just a bit.
He didn't really believe tharn wanted to be his boyfriend.
In the art lab, type was sitted down painting a powerful picture.
Types body jumped a bit when tharn came to him wrapping his arms around types neck.
He placed his head on his.
"This is gorgeous type."
Type smiled.
"I guess i do pretty good work when im happy."
"Good does not describe this painting type, you should enter it in the contest in 5 months."
Type cocked his head to the side.
"Mmm maybe."
Tharn squeezed tighter.
"Type?"
"Yes?"
"Why....haven't You been coming over to my house lately?"
Type looked down a bit shy.
He shrugged.
"Been umm. busy."
Tharn chuckled.
"I know when your lying."
Tharn let go to sit by type to look straight at him.
Type gulped bringing up his brush to continue to paint.
Tharn brought up his hand to brush his cheek.
Types lips parted and he looked to tharn lowering his brush.
"Can't you tell your boyfriend?"
Types face blushed red.
"Type,when i asked you out i ment it."
Type chewed his inner cheek.
"Are....you sure? I'm a boy not a..."
Types eyes Widen.
Tharn had leaned to type to place a closed mouth kiss on his lips.
Parting type looked with a soft expression to tharn.
"So....today...can you come to my house?"
Type nodded.
Present
Type shifted his head slightly back and forth on tharns chest.
He laid to the side with his arm across his torso, while tharn laid on his back with his arm wrapped around types body the other was on his hand.
Type stared to the wall sighing.
Tharn kept his eyes down to types head.
"Tharn?"
"Yes?"
"How...would all this work?"
"Well, for 6 months we would be married on paper. For our jobs we wouldn't have to move in together. She wants to stay at her home with her current boyfriend."
Types eyes narrowed.
"Wouldn't...someone check into this?"
Tharn shook his head.
"The people who would...i promised to pay them off with the heritence. I don't want my father's money type, never did. I want to stay in my position that's about it. However...."
He squeezed types body tighter.
"If you tell me not to sign...yes itll be more difficult but ill find another way.    I love you type."
Type moved his head up.
They both glared to each other.
Biting his bottom lip, type pushed himself off.
Moving his legs to the edge of the bed down to put on tharns shirt.
Standing, buttoning he left.
Tharn sat up placing his arms behind him looking out the door.
Type came back with his head hung with the folder.
Tharns lips parted.
Type got back to sit criss crossed on the bed.
He placed the folder on his stomach, type brought up his hand with a pen motioning it to him.
Tharns eyes darted between the pen and type.
"Please tell me what your thinking type."
Type took a deep inhale.
"You...need to sign these."
"What...Will happen to us if i do?"
Type looked up to tharn eyes darted.
He took a deep inhale.
"I....can't say it."
Tharns eyes widen.
"Do you....love me type?"
Type looked down.
"I....won't say it."
His brows furrowed.
Tharn looked to the pen taking it.
He looked down to the folder opening it. Tharn hesitated the pen to the paper.
"Will....you be my boyfriend again if i sign?"
Type shuffled himself to tharn to place his head on his shoulder.
"No....i....won't leave you after you sign these papers but i can't say those words and i can't be your boyfriend again tharn....i just..."
Tharn took a deep breathe then looked to type.
His eyes darted.
"You...won't leave me?"
Type shook his head.
"Casual lovers?"
His eyes narrowed.
Type chewed his inner cheek.
"We're....more then casual lovers. Even though your going to be legally married..."
Type brought his hands up to wrap them around tharns arm looking up to his eyes.
"Your....going to be mine."
Tharns eyes widen.
"Ill be yours type?"
Type nodded.
"Will you be Mine then?"
Type stiffly nodded.
Tharn took.a deep breathe.
Turning his head he signed every paper.
Type gulped.
Tharn placed the pen inside to close the folder to throw it to the floor.
Bringing up his hand he placed it on types cheek.
They both gazed to one another.
"Just 6 months then a divorce."
Type nodded.
"I love you type. I don't care how ever long i have to wait for, ill make you say those words to me. Ill wait til my last breathe."
Types chin quivered he let tears fall.
"Type?"
"Mmm yes?"
"Will....you move in with me?'
Types eyes opened wide.
"What?"