lost love

un comfortable night.

Type could not fall asleep. Thoughts swirled in his head. Tharn is in your bed. No one other then you has ever slept in your bed. Not for 10 years have you've slept with anyone else.
He kept squeezing his eyes close just too re open them. Damn it!
He was mentally kicking himself for allowing this. Tharn should have slept on the couch. Type could not for the life of him go to sleep.
A deep desire was starting to crawl its way into types mind. Type wanted to shift his body over and touch tharn.
Squeezing his hands into fists he was not going to allow that. Your just friends nothing more. He has a girlfriend.
Taking a deep breathe type froze.
Tharn had flipped over and type could feel his heat emitting off of him. Also his breathe was hitting types neck.
Lips parted, eyes squeezed back shut.
Types body started too shake a bit.
Don't type! Don't you fucking turn around!
Tharn has a girlfriend, who he has probably...
Type made a grimance.
Then his eyes opened wide.
His heart thumped unevenly in his chest.
Tharn placed his arm over types body.
God damn it!
Other then feeling his arm type could feel tharn poking his back.
This was a huge mistake. A big, big mistake!
"Uummm...ttharn?"
Type needed to wake him up to get tharn off.
He breathed heavily.
Damn it!
Unknown to type, tharn was wide awake, his eyes Were opened wide, watching the back of types head.
Tharn knew what he was doing was wrong but he couldn't help it.
He had missed laying next to the one who got away. He missed laying next to him in a bed.
Tharn knew everything was his fault. Types misery, his un healthy relationships (he told him about), tharn even suspected types stomach ulcers were because of him.
Gulping tharn was not going to do anything else even though he wanted too. If something was going to happen it would have to come from type.
Feeling tharns arm on him, type started to relax. His eyes started to drift shut. Type actually fell asleep.
Tharn could tell type had fallen asleep and now he was the one who couldn't fall asleep.
Slowly he wanted to check something.
Taking his hand down he smiled wide.
He could feel types head through his pants.
Not staying there, he brought his hand back slowly up.
So.. You two are hard and sleeping under the covers but you two are friends and type is a..
Tharn froze.
Type had turned around to tharn breathing shallowly with his head on his arm.
Tharn looked down breathing hard.
His heart thumped loudly in his chest.
Tharns arm was still around type.
Slowly he took it off to shakily bring his thumb to types mouth to rub his bottom lip.
You once had this man all too your self. He was yours and you messed everything up.
These lips were yours once.
His laugh, his smile, his body, everything once was yours.
Tharn took his thumb off to Then shift his body to lay on his back.
Looking up at the ceiling this was torture. Tharn couldn't help it, he let a tear fall.
He squeezed his eyes shut. Tharn knew he needed to leave however, he couldn't. Every fiber in his being made him stay. He didn't know what type was thinking nor what tomorrow would bring but he was not going anywhere even though this was breaking his heart.
You deserve nothing more Tharn for all what you've done to him.
Sighing, he kept his eyes closed letting himself drift off to sleep.
Gulping type woke up fully to look up at tharn partly.
An unexpected smile crossed his lips.
Type felt the thumb on his lips and he was happy tharn didn't do anything. Maybe they could just be friends. His smile disappeared slowly.
In his heart type knew he wished for more but he would not go down that road again. Type knew where it would lead.
Also, he knew tharn was in a relationship. Hearing him say he wanted to break up with her and actually breaking up with her were too big differences.
Also Maybe he didn't see type that way. He was seeing a girl. Type wasn't a fool not too think they hadent had relations.
Taking a deep breathe he was extremely tired.
His eyes drifted shut making him fall heavily asleep.
Without his knowledge his body moved itself on tharns chest snuggling up on him.
Tharn leaned his head too the side, taking a deep breathe in.
His arm unknown to him wrapped itself around types body and his other went on types arm that laid across tharns torso.
They, without knowledge, fell asleep in a close embrace.