It Was Always You (Universe 163,729)

Chapter 57

Thor didn't bother to stop the tears from falling down his face. He couldn't stop thinking about that tragic day. He could hear her voice in his head, pleading for him to help her.

"Thor..."

"Don't even..."

"I did-"

"SHUT UP!"

Quill got silent, as did the entire compound. Thor didn't even look up from the ground, tears falling from his face. He sobbed quietly, ignoring everything around him. He could hear Thanos snap the gauntlet, along with his friends turning to dust. He knew that they had won against him, but the memories kept coming back.

"What the hell did you do Quill?!"

"All I said was he should've gone for the head..."

"You gave him PTSD!"

"I didn't want that to happen."

"Well it did!"

Natasha slapped Quill in the face, and he immediately fell to the ground.

"How are we going to solve this?"

"Can someone wake Carol up."

"On it."

Rhodey ran to Carol and Thor's room, hoping she was already awake.

"Carol! We need you now."

"Slow it down. What the hell happened?"

"Quill."

Rhodey came back with Carol. She took one look at Thor and glared at Quill.

"WHAT DID YOU DO?!"

Carol punched him in the face several times, not even caring that she almost knocked him out. She left him on the ground, and went to calm Thor down.

"It's going to be okay. I'm right here."

Carol used her shirt to wipe the tears from his face, while holding his hand.

"I can hear it everywhere, it's not stopping..."

"We won, you killed that bastard years ago."

"I should've gone for the head..."

"You did. We are going to be alright."

Thor wiped the remaining tears from his face, still looking at the ground. Carol didn't let go of his hand, despite him telling her to.

"I'm good now..."

"I am not leaving you."

"I'm fine..."

"No you're not."

"Please Carol..."

"No. I am not leaving until your panic attack stops."

Thor eventually calmed down a little bit, still insisting he was fine. Carol refused to leave despite his pleas, until he was fully calmed down.

"I'm weak."

"No you're not."

"Gods aren't supposed to cry."

"You are the strongest person I have ever met. You are the only one who didn't give up on me when Yon Rogg kidnapped me."

"I am broken inside but no one seems to care. Everyday I am hoping that someone will care but no one even cares. They only think of me as the god of thunder, son of Odin, protector of the Nine Realms, or an Avenger. No one seems the emotions I feel on a daily basis."