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40 ⚕︎Suspicion ✍︎

Off Record
Chapter 40
⚕︎Suspicion ✍︎
Eren

sus·pi·cion

/səˈspiSHən/

noun

a feeling or thought that something is possible, likely, or true

I fall asleep halfway through the movie. Somehow being exhausted makes things a lot less frightening, that and Titan was greatly enjoying it. I wake up occasionally and mumble. I think my head's in someone's lap. I can't be bothered to figure out whose lap.

"Levi's, dumbass."

Right. Of course. I feel a hand in my hair and sigh contently.

"Hey, Sleeping Slut," Levi teases softly.

I open my eyes and am met with the sight of his beautiful face. "I didn't piss." I giggle.

"No, but I think I put you in a better mood."

I nod and accidentally nuzzle his crotch. "Yep." I pop the 'p'.

He shifts, but says nothing. "I'm glad."

"You'd probably cry if I pissed." I laugh to myself, still groggy.

"Maybe I have a piss kink."

My eyes widen. "That goes against everything you stand for."

"I don't have a piss kink." He rolls his eyes. "Why? Do you?"

I scoff. "Absolutely not."

"What kinks do you have?"

"Well, obviously, I'm a bit of a masochist." I twirl my ring, thinking. "I might have a thing for hands. Electricity too. I'm willing to try most thing." I shrug.

"So me electrocuting you awakened something?" Levi asks.

I nod. "Yeah."

"Hands?"

"They're just, really pretty." I mumble, grabbing his hand and holding it in front of my face.

"Mine or in general?"

"In general but I especially like yours." I put his hand down.

Levi smiles. "Weirdo." He tugs my hair gently. "I gotta go. I'm taking Iz shopping tomorrow, so I have off. Have fun with Ryder."

I smile softly. "Okay, I will. I hope she has a good time."

Levi kisses me quickly before parting my cheek. "I'll make sure to take pictures. I'm going to set the thermostat. Bye, Eren."

"Goodbye Levi." I watch him leave and stretch before situating myself in the bed. I contemplate what to do. It feels lonely without Levi and he's only been gone one goddamn minute. I sigh loudly, I hate feeling like this. I hate that I only feel alive when he's around. I hate that he's responsible for how I feel. I hate that I can't control how addicted I am to him.

"Hi, Eren." Xander says through the com, pressing the button on the other side of the glass as Ryder stands next to him. "Are you open for us or would later be more suitable?"

I wave. "Now's fine."

Ryder enters, unlocking both doors and leading Xander inside. Despite having just taken a shower a few hours ago, I'm sure he's here to take me to start getting ready for the day. I don't mind taking another one, despite being in some pain.

I sit up. "Hey guys."

"Hey Eren," Ryder walks over and sits down at the edge of my bed. "How'd you sleep?"