Arranged ✔

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how's the last update yesterdayy?? it's good rightt???

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"tzu can you finish eating your meal? it's not--"

"i'm already full unnie." i told her. i lay my head down on the sofa. it's already 7 PM. jihyo unnie stayed with me for a while here in jungkook's house--our home, actually.

do i still need to call it home when's he is not even here?

jungkook still didn't left the country, i'm still trying to find away how to locate him and to talk to him. i need to say sorry before it's too late.

i don't know if it's already too late or not. i saw jihyo unnie walked towards me and leaned--wiping my tears. i'm crying?

"you're crying again." she uttered. i smiled at her, painfully. "i missed him unnie. nayeon unnie was right, i was dumb not to realize he is the one who sacrificed a lot." i said.

she then sat beside me and put my head on her shoulder. "nayeon's not mad okay, she's just really sad that her dongsaeng is like this."

"everything happens for a reason, when your parents died, it has a reason, that you need to stand on your own feet, even though it's still early."

"how about jungkook, unnie?" i asked her. "for you to be safe." i cried hearing those words. i never imagined his pain once i left the country where i followed him years ago.

i thought he doesn't love me anymore, i thought he just played my feelings. but no, it was real. he left for me, he left to save me.

i sobbed, thinking about him. "ssshhh... stop crying." i shake my head and continued crying. "i thought you guys are not here." i heard dahyun unnie's voice.

"tzuyu, are you crying again?" i buried my face into jihyo unnie's shoulder. "yeah." jihyo unnie answered. i heard her sighed. "i also asked tae about this, jungkook never left a word to them, he just told them he's gonna leave the country soon. i asked tae to track him but he couldn't. mingyu has a connection in the airport and they said he is still not leaving the country."

"how can i find him unnie? i wanna see him." i asked. "i really wanna see him now, i wanna say sorry to him unnie."

"calm down tzu, calm down." dahyun unnie said. "i also asked joon about it, he said he cannot track him either."

"how about yoongi oppa and nayeon unnie?" i asked. "i also wanna say sorry to unnie."

"joon asked yoongi for help, he also said he cannot track her, he asked nayeon unnie if he can help her but nayeon unnie told him he doesn't want to help him because it's your request."

i cried again. "nayeon unnie hates me now, i'm sure of it." i said. "baby no, unnie is just sad because you didn't believe jungkook." dahyun unnie said. "i was hurt unnie."

"and so he is." jihyo unnie added. "he's trying to make it up, he's trying to win you again that's why he came up with this idea, to arrange you to him."

jungkook-ah, where are you? please let me see you! i wanna see you!

dahyun unnie's phone rang. "oh, tae? what is it?" she asked. "wait what are you saying again?"

her mouth slowly formed the 'o' shape before looking at me. "w-what?"

i think the call ended because she already put her phone down. "t-tzuyu."

"j-jungkook's at the airport right now, h-he's leaving."

no.

"no unnie."