Mind - Jin || Completed

Ch6

Jin stood in place at his doorway after hearing me say that I wasn't sorry for what happened. His head hung low and his hand holding on to his bag was shaking.

I slowly started forward to him. "Do you regret what just happened?" I said quietly.

"No. But..." he ran his fingers through his hair and sighed. "You're my student, Y/N. And I...got carried away."

"You can't just have sex with me and then leave like it didn't happen!" I blurted out. 

He dropped his bag, turned around and gripped my shoulders. "Don't you get it?! I was horny and saw you standing there!" His outburst caught me by surprise but the evil smirk he gave to me next was even more surprising. "I can't hold this back anymore. Did you really think I would be attracted to a girl like you? You're rude, disrespectful, and you lack many other qualities I would look for."

I would be lying if I said that didn't hurt. My voice started shaking. "So...saying I make you crazy, you're attracted to me...and even calling me kitten...that all meant nothing to you?"

He let go of my shoulders and tilted my chin up to look at him. "Nothing." 

I pushed his hand away from my chin and pushed the rest of him to get out of my way. When I made my way to the doorway he arrogantly said, "Since we went this far, you can still call me Jin."

I clenched my fists and without looking back, I walked away. There was still another ten minutes until lunch hour was over so I headed over to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. For once the girl I looked at everyday, feeling so confident, felt so...defeated. I held on to the sink and looked down, seeing that a tear had fallen on my hand. I looked up again and noticed the tear came from my eye. My breathing became irregular and without holding back, I cried my eyes out. It's not like I was interested in Jin, it's the fact that he used me like this. When I thought that despite our constant bickering and staring contests, there was some kind of connection. I guess it was just me that thought that. 

With five minutes left, I cleaned up the mascara that fell on my cheeks and washed up my face to make the puffiness of my eyes go down. When I was ready to go, I headed back to class. As soon as I walked in, Jimin rushed over to me.

"Hey, what happened? Did you get caught?"

I slightly laughed. "Of course I did. You're welcome by the way," I said loud enough for the other guys to hear. They smiled at me and nodded. "Ji--Mr.Kim just gave me a long and boring lecture. I really did suffer the consequences."

Jimin put his hand on shoulder and rubbed. "Thank you. I'll buy you dinner when we get out of here."

I saw Jin walk into the classroom and he immediately looked at me. I turned my head away and kissed Jimin. "Thanks. I would like that." I sat down on my desk and leaned my head back. Jin went back to reading his extremely boring poems. For the rest of detention Jin didn't look at me and I didn't care to look at him. Things were back to normal.  

After detention was over, Jin was the first to leave, leaving all of us to gather our things.

"Hey Jimin and Y/n. What do you have planned for tonight?" Namjoon asked.

"Oh I was going to take Y/n to dinner as a thank you for covering for us."

"Come with us for pizza. We usually go get pizza after detention and today we want to thank you as well."

Jimin looked at me. I smiled at him. "Sure, sounds fun."

Jimin was my only friend through most of my school life. I had some friends but they would stop being friends whenever it came to doing something bad. So getting to hang out with more people who actually want to be my friend, it's something I could get used to. 

We all met up at the restaurant and we sat in a booth towards the back away from the other crowd. Namjoon ordered us four large pizzas, two pepperoni and two cheese. I took a slice from the cheese section and dipped it in ranch.

"So I have to ask, Y/n" Namjoon said. "We know what you and Jimin do. You guys ditch school and smoke weed. Even though it's not on campus you guys smell like it. How is it you guys haven't gotten expelled?"

I chuckled. "Well you guys know our secret, Jimin and I are smart. Well," I took small bite of my pizza. "Jimin and I are the top two students. They're not going to expel the top two students."

They looked at me in shock. Then they all looked at each other like the were communicating through telepathy. I continued eating my pizza like it wasn't a big deal. 

"This is going to be an embarrassing question but--"

"Can you tutor us?" Yoongi finished.

"I was getting to that." Namjoon glared.

"You were too slow. Look, Y/n." Yoongi grabbed my free hand with both of his hands. "We are struggling. We're not stupid but we want to do better. Maybe we can form a study group? And since we're going to be in detention more often--"

"I said maybe." I interrupted.

"Okay, maybe. So IF you're in detention more often then we can do our homework together and detention won't be so terrible."

I looked at him in thought. I noticed from my peripheral view that the rest had pleading eyes and a little pout. I sighed, put my pizza on my plate, and smiled. "Who am I to say no?"

They all cheered and continued to happily eat their food. "Um, Taehyung and Jungkook, if I'm going to teach you it's going to be a little more difficult to balance. It's easier for the rest of us since we're all seniors but you two are juniors. But don't be afraid to ask me for help."

"We'll be okay, noona. Our work isn't that hard." Jungkook said. 

We continued eating our pizza and getting to know each other. Turns out, Yoongi and Taehyung are in an open relationship. I didn't think Taehyung played for that team considering how he acted around me but I later learned that he is bisexual. Yoongi really cares for him but he doesn't want to be tied down and neither does Taehyung. But during dinner that had their hands on each other and would whisper what I think is cute things to each other. I can bet they will make it official soon. 

Jungkook and Taehyung have been friends since childhood, like Jimin and I. They act like brothers and are already planning their future bachelor pad when they head off to college in two years. They had a little arm wrestling match at dinner and it made me notice how strong Jungkook is. For him being the youngest, he beat everyone. 

To me, Namjoon seems like the leader of the group. He has known all of them throughout the years on separate occasion. It was until they all met up at detention that Namjoon introduced everyone to each other. It was how Yoongi and Taehyung met, and how some of the best friendships were formed. 

Hoseok, or Hobi, is all smiles. His laugh and smile were so contagious I felt like I was smiling all night. I really haven't smiled this long, especially in public. The only person I really only smile a lot to is Jimin. 

After dinner we all went our separate ways and I got into Jimin's car. "I had fun today."

"Me too." I smiled and clicked my seatbelt.

"Did it--"he hesitated and looked at me. "Did it help you feel better after crying today?"

I looked at him and it felt like everything that I had forgotten what happened today came flooding back. "You're my best friend, Y/n. When you walked in I immediately noticed that you had cried before coming back. Do you want to talk about it? Did something happen with Mr.Kim when you got in trouble?"

I looked away from him and put my head down. "Dinner with everyone did help me feel better." I said quietly. "But I don't want to talk about it. I just want to forget it already. It's a new day tomorrow, fresh start."

I didn't look at Jimin again but I could feel him continue to look at me. He gave me a sad smile and put his hand on my leg. "I'll take you home then."

Jimin took me home and I went straight to my room taking Jams with me. I cuddled with him on my bed and drifted off to sleep.