Mind - Jin || Completed

Ch45

Jin POV

"Y-you...you what?" I asked. 

Rachel sniffled holding back her tears. "I found out when I overheard her and Jimin talking about you at the mall. She hit my stroller and luckily she didn't find out it was me. I called Headmaster Lee later that night and told him that you two were in a relationship," she paused. "I had to save you from getting involved with...her."

"That's not your job!" I yelled out. "Who I choose is none of your business. I get that you hate her and I get that she made your life at school really shitty but there is so much more to her than that. She is one of the strongest people I have ever met. She has gone through so much at a young age and her tough appearance was just to hide the pain she constantly goes through. She even felt bad for the way she treated you and hoped that one day she would be able to get to know you better. She was just as confident in our future as I was. And you ruined that."

Before she could say anything else, I walked away. I went in my room and packed everything up. Aiden tried to talk to me but I was done talking. After I packed my clothes, I left the house without saying another word. I got into my car and drove back to my house. 

I opened the door to my house and I sighed out. I turned on the lights and never noticed how big and empty my house is. I never had a problem with being alone here but right now, all I wanted was for her to be here. I took out my phone in an attempt to call her again. It was still going straight to voicemail so I left her another message. 

I grabbed a bottle of beer before heading to my room to unpack my things. Once everything was put away I sat on the edge of my bed and looked down. I closed my eyes and deeply sighed out, my breath shuddering. I took a sip of my beer and it was finally hitting me of everything that just happened. A lone tear fell on top of my hand holding my beer and I let go. My vision became blurry from the tears in my eyes as I sobbed out. I only had the one beer when I cried myself to sleep. 

Y/n POV *earlier that day*

There was a light knock on my bedroom door.

"Y/n?" my mom softly called out. "Your friends are here."

I came up from under my covers and I sighed out. "Okay," I quietly said. "Tell them I'll be out soon."

I stayed in bed a little longer until I got the strength to get up. I put on some sweats and a loose t-shirt. I tied my hair in a bun and washed my face to make me look more awake. I looked in the mirror and saw how puffy and red my eyes are. I shrugged and shifted out of my bedroom.

"Hi, noona." Jungkook said. 

Barely cracking a smile I greeted them. I wanted to be left alone but Jimin insisted that I spend time with them, even if I'm not engaged. They just want to watch over me to make sure I don't completely shut down. It's been a couple weeks since Jin broke up with me and it still feels like it was just yesterday that he sent me that message. 

I didn't know what to say when I received that message. I debated on calling him, or messaging him. But seeing that he broke up with me through a text, I lost myself. I felt like I lost my soul. There hasn't been a day when I didn't cry my eyes out. My mom has tried to comfort me as best as she could, staying in my room with me and cuddling with me until I cried myself to sleep. When Jimin found out, he and the rest of the guys have seen me everyday.

All of them ditched school today so they could go to the store and get some things for a picnic. They held up some grocery bags and I walked out with them and went inside Jimin's car. We headed over to the basketball court and went on the grass next to it. Hoseok laid out a few picnic blankets and they put their bags on the corner so it wouldn't fly away. I sat down and brought my knees to my chest and rested my chin on top of it. Everyone else sat in a circle, Jimin sitting next to me.