ATEEZ HEIST [18+ Yunho/Mingi Fanfic]

Chapter 42 - Hurt

I had to tell them.

I knew that eventually it would have to happen, but I wanted to avoid the problem as long as possible. Have you ever had to do something that you knew in the pit of your stomach would end horribly? 

It had taken 24 hours of building up my courage, but finally I had convinced myself to take out my phone.

*New Group Chat created by Y/N*

*Y/N added Song Mingi*

"Y/N added Jeong Yunho*

Y/N: Hey guy

Mingi: Hey

Yunho: We have a group chat yay :D <3

Y/N: <3

Mingi: What's up?

Y/N: I know you're both out right now, but I have to talk to you guys about something.

Yunho: what is it? :o

Y/N: I'll tell you later, can u meet me in my room when u get back??

Yunho: now im curious tho...

Mingi: Is there a reason you want both of us in your room at the same time? 😉

Yunho: OOP-

Y/N: >:c Guys stop, im being serious.

Mingi: Ok ok I was just kidding. Be home in 10.

Yunho: me too <3

Y/N: ok see you then

_

After a few minutes of anxious pacing back and forth around my room, Yunho was the first to arrive in the doorway. He rushed in with beads of sweat glistening on his forehead, breathing heavily. I stared up at him confused, "Why are you all out of breath?"

"It seemed important," He replied between breaths, wiping his forehead on the sleeve of his sweater, "So I ran."

I giggled as he flopped down on the bed dramatically, "You didn't have to, we have to wait for Mingi anyways." I explained to him.

"Well maybe I just really wanted to see my baby girl." He grinned his big goofy smile, as he sat up and opened his arms to me. I quickly snuggled into him, momentarily forgetting why I had asked him there in the first place.

I quiet knock on the door swung me back into my panic. I pulled away from Yunho as Mingi appeared from behind the door.

"Hey, am I late?" He asked calmly, eyeing the man already sitting cross legged on my bed.

"No no," I gulped, "Just come sit."

He made his way over, sitting on the edge of the bed next to Yunho. I stood up in front of them like I was about to give an oral presentation. Both of the tall men looked up at me with curiosity, as my heart pounded.

"You're so serious," Mingi stated, "What is it?"

I let out a deep breath.

Just say it Y/N. Get it over with.

"I'm pregnant."

I watched as both of their mouths slowly dropped open as it sunk in. Mingi's face went completely blank, while Yunho just looked surprised. I stood nervously picking at my nails, waiting for some kind of reaction as I could see each of them processing what they had just heard.

Yunho managed to formulate his words first, "But...but you said that you couldn't..."

"I know," I mumbled, "The doctor told me it was practically impossible. Like one in a million chances."

"Wow..." He leaned back on his hands, taking in all in, "Do you know what you want to do?"

"Yeah... I want to keep it," I replied quietly, "I thought about it a lot. I wasn't really prepared for this, but I probably won't get another chance at it."

"Okay..." Yunho replied sedately, while using his index finger to nervously poke at the duvet beneath him. Neither of them were giving me much of a reaction, which was becoming unbearably frustrating. At least Yunho was talking. The other one just sat there, staring at his feet, still as a statue.

"Do you, um..." Yunho started, pausing to glance over at Mingi, "Do you know who the father is?"

"Um, well... no." I mumbled under my breath, my eyes darting back and forth between them.

"Okay," Yunho leaned back and sighed, looking a little worn out.

"Okay?" I asked, urging him to continue. I wanted them to give me something to work with. If they were upset or angry, then I could talk to them, but this odd quiet was completely suffocating.

"Yeah, okay. I mean, we can go to the doctor's office, and they have tests for things like this, right?" He carried on shakily, "Either way, don't worry. It's... it's a little unexpected, but I'm here for you. Whatever you need, just ask. Okay?"

"You aren't mad?" I whispered. I could feel tears swell in my eyes. I hadn't expected him to be so kind straight away.

He smiled weakly, mustering the confidence he could to reassure me. "How can I be mad? It's not your fault. Plus, I like kids. I didn't really think about having one until I was older... but life doesn't always go how we plan it right?"

"Right," I smiled back at him, feeling some relief from his reaction. I shifted my attention over to the very silent Song Mingi, who had not so much as moved since I had broken the news. "Are you okay?"

He slowly looked up at me. I was met with empty eyes and a blank expression.

"I can't do this," he muttered.

My heart immediately sank. Maybe it was too much to wish that they would both have good reactions. "What do you mean you can't do this?"

"I mean I can't Y/N. I'm can't have a kid." His voice rose a little and dipped into an angry range. "Why did you tell me that you couldn't get pregnant if you could? Are you trying to ruin my life?"

"What?" I gasped at him, "No, I just..."

"You know what, I can't deal with this." He pushed himself up and made his way towards the door.

"Where are you going?" I asked, desperately hoping for him to stay.

"Just leave me alone," He spat before turning and storming out without a second thought, leaving me completely dejected, standing in the center of the room.

As soon as the door shut, I crouched down to the ground and finally let the tears that had been building in my eyes stream down my face. My chest felt tight as I curled myself inwards, sitting in a ball on the cold hardwood floor. Yunho quickly came over, and took me into his embrace. I let myself soften against his body, as I continued weeping into his arms. We sat there without moving for an hour.

I was plagued with guilt and disappointment. I had considered this scenario as a possible reaction from Mingi, but in my heart I had thought that he would be supportive. And I hadn't thought that it would hurt this much.

Note to Reader:

I'm sad so I did a sad chapter :(