ATEEZ HEIST [18+ Yunho/Mingi Fanfic]

Chapter 43 - Alone

I was lying alone in bed, under the blankets, but unable to fall asleep. I had been tossing and turning for hours, still unable to believe that he would leave. How could you love someone, and just leave so easily, even if you were upset. I tried to convince myself that he just needed space, but in the pit of my stomach, I considered that I might never see him again.

Yunho had left to go and find him, but seeing as though he hadn't returned, I could tell that Mingi didn't want to be found. And I wasn't even sure if I wanted him found to be completely honest. Everything that I wanted to say to him would involve a lot of yelling and possibly some crying on my end, and I was much too tired to deal with any of that right now.

I wished that Yunho would come back home. I knew that he wanted to help, but I kind of just wanted him here with me instead of out running around all night. I hadn't slept alone in a while, and it was making me all the more depressed. I decided to put in some headphones and listen to some relaxing music. Eventually, the music did the trick, and I could finally feel my eyelids getting heavy as I drifted off, hoping that tomorrow would somehow be better.

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I slowly woke up as the sun filtered through my room. My eyes were swollen and aching from all my crying the night before. I stretched out a little and rolled onto my other side, before bumping into something, or someone, in my bed.

"Hi," Yunho whispered, as my eyes focused onto his face. He was fully awake, still dressed in yesterday's clothes, resting on the bed next to me.

"Hi," I replied, grogginess evident in my morning voice. "How long have you been back?"

"I just got back a few minutes ago," He confessed. "I looked everywhere. I really did, but I couldn't find him. I'm sorry."

Although I expected it, it wasn't news that I wanted to hear. I tried to hide my disappointment as best as possible. "It's okay, thanks for trying."

"I'm sure he just needs time to think." Yunho assured me, "He'll be back, just give it some time."

"But what am I going to do if he doesn't come back?" I thought out loud, burying my face under the covers. I figured that maybe if I hid, I wouldn't actually have to face reality.

Yunho pulled the covers back again so he could see me.

"If he doesn't come back then he's stupid," Yunho stated matter-of-factly.

"But if he's the kid's father... I'll be all alone." My voice caught in the back of my throat. I didn't want to even think about that. Losing one boyfriend was difficult enough, the thought of potentially losing two was overwhelming.

"Hey, stop it. You won't be alone." Yunho told me sternly. For someone usually so goofy, his serious tone forced me to listen to him. "I'm not leaving you. I love you Y/N, no matter what. So, I'm going to take care of you and this child, whether its genetically related to me or not."

"Yunho..." I mumbled. I could only think about how nice he was to me, and how I could never deserve it. I don't think anyone could ever deserve him. "You didn't sign up for this."

"I signed up for you Y/N, and any ups and downs that comes with that. I'm just happy to be with you."

I felt the tears come up again, and even though they weren't from sadness this time, in the past 24 hours, I had already cried more than I would like to cry in a year. Instead I leaned up towards Yunho and placed a soft kiss on his lips.

Even if I was upset, I couldn't keep on complaining. I just had to focus on the amazing things that I still had. The most amazing boyfriend in the world, some of the best friends that I've ever had in my life, and eventually, I would have a baby as well.

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Note to Reader:

Ok I don't know if this is a problem but at one point or another, I've thought almost every member of ateez was my bias. Like, it went Mingi -> Hongjoong -> Seonghwa -> Mingi -> San -> Yunho -> Jongho. And now Wooyoung's coming in hot??? Lmao I'm so conflicted, it changes like everyday.

I'm curious, who's your ateez bias?